Crystallizing Conversations, Episode 1: Welcome to Crystallizing Conversations

Jan 31, 2023

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[iris]: yea

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: i am so excited

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: at our first episode

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[jillian]: ah

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[iris]: is here

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[jillian]: oh my goodness hello and welcome everyone
my name is gillian aralia green

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[iris]: and this is iris unique we are
so

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[jillian]: and

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[iris]: excited to

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: be here with you guys

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[jillian]: oh so

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: this podcast is crystallizing conversation this is
our very first episode we have been working

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[jillian]: on this for five months

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[iris]: five long months

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[jillian]: five

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: long months and in that five

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[iris]: ah

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[jillian]: months iris has married

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[iris]: yes that's right we've got to

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: a gem show

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[jillian]: i was put in the hospital a
head crazy mac major pelvic surgery

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[iris]: and here we are

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[jillian]: and here we are

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[iris]: we finally

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[jillian]: finally

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[iris]: made it

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[jillian]: we

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[iris]: finally

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[jillian]: made it

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[iris]: recording all the all the other netty
gritty stuff is taken care of now we

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[iris]: get to the fun part that part
we've been waiting for

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[jillian]: i

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[iris]: talking

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[jillian]: know

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[iris]: to you guys this is so

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[jillian]: i

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[iris]: exciting

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[jillian]: know all right so since this is
our first episode i thought it would be

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[jillian]: a good idea for us to lay
out the basic format that r pisodes will

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[jillian]: have um we're basically going to have
this is this is a crystal podcast but

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[jillian]: it's also it's also an everything podcast

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[iris]: yes

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[jillian]: through the lens of crystals so if
you don't know us um i julian i

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[jillian]: am the founder of sage crystals we
were one of the very first instagram shops

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[jillian]: for have a better term to do
live sales we were we were part of

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[jillian]: the very first wave um and what
we specialized in was talking about the crystals

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[jillian]: themselves educating when i was when seeing
these live sales it seemed you know like

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[jillian]: they were very was at the very
beginning and it seemed like

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[iris]: yes

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[jillian]: such a great opportunity for for community
and for education and so that's what i've

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[jillian]: been doing now for almost five actually
by the time this airs five years will

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[jillian]: have been doing that um so that's
so that's so that's me

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: and then

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[iris]: and my story is kind of similar
i started it i think a little bit

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[iris]: it's been almost six years now that
i've been on instagram with iris unique

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: it used to start it off as
iris unique suck

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[jillian]: m

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[iris]: and then it went to iris unique
crystals and then i just simplified iris unique

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[iris]: but i have been selling crystals offering
crystals teaching about crystals for yeah six years

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[iris]: and it's been six one full years
six very formative years for me personally

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[iris]: and i've you know built a really
cool community of like minded people and it's

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[iris]: just been and i et sage crystals
and gilian

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[jillian]: ay yeah

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[iris]: through crystals just have met so many
wonderful people and it's

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[jillian]: m

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[iris]: so exciting

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[jillian]: m

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[iris]: and to be able to do this
with gillin

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[jillian]: okay

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[iris]: is a huge honor yeah i'm just
really really excited

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[jillian]: same

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[iris]: so yeah

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[jillian]: um so yeah so both of us
to sum up have been in the crystal

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[jillian]: world for five to six years for
for quite a long time um definitely definitely

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[jillian]: before before they became more mainstream so
it's been fun watching watching that progression

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[iris]: yeah it's actually really cool because i
feel like in the beginning there was only

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[iris]: like a couple accounts where you could
find crystals and it's the awareness around them

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[iris]: and their healing properties everything speak i'm
so huge and it's actually a cool thing

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[iris]: to witness that they're finally getting out
there getting the credit they deserve

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[jillian]: yeah i mean it makes me feel
like i was i was like a servant

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[jillian]: it was like

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[iris]: yea

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[jillian]: crystals like yes work through me become
brick through us become popular and now there

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[jillian]: you know there everyone on tiktok is
talking about crystals

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[iris]: yes

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[jillian]: um

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[iris]: everywhere else it's exciting

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[jillian]: and everywhere else i mean i remember
initially they're only being a few crystal books

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[jillian]: like you go you go to like
the new age section of

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[iris]: right

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[jillian]: burns

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[iris]: there's

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[jillian]: and

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[iris]: hardly

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[jillian]: noble and

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[iris]: anything

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[jillian]: there pear like two crystal books it
was basically like robert simmons and like

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[iris]: judy

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[jillian]: jude

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[iris]: hall

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[jillian]: hall and that

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: was it

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: and now you go and it's like
there's shelves of crystal books which is just

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[jillian]: so exciting

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[iris]: yes

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[jillian]: um so we really wanted to i
mean well well we'll get to this in

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[jillian]: a little bit later but for the
basic format for this podcast is we're talking

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[jillian]: about i mean pretty much everything we're
going to have some episodes will be the

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[jillian]: two of us those will be more
crystal focused a lot of our podcasts will

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[jillian]: have a guest a third party amazing
amazing b and we really want to use

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[jillian]: this as a platform to show case
other people and what they do and they'll

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[jillian]: be coming on and talking about their
expertise whether that's past life regression or inner

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[jillian]: child work or yoga or even like
back to basics and like you know we

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[jillian]: have an amazing friend who does from
india who does a lot of work with

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[jillian]: chocrasand really being able to allow this
to be a space for for education

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[iris]: and healing

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[jillian]: and healing yeah

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[iris]: yeah very excited

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[jillian]: so those will be those will be
most of our episodes and then we'll have

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[jillian]: a few different episodes scattered throughout that
will be what will we don't have a

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[jillian]: name for them but like deep

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[iris]: deep

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[jillian]: dive

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[iris]: diving

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[jillian]: so

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[iris]: deep diving

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[jillian]: yeah so

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[jillian]: we'll

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[iris]: certain

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[iris]: crystals

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[jillian]: good

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[iris]: or

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[jillian]: fifteen

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[iris]: crystal formations

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[jillian]: to twenty minutes about aquamarine and everything
you have ever wanted to know in terms

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[jillian]: of geology and history and mythology and
metaphysical properties now s and all all the

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[jillian]: good stuff

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: and

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[iris]: and i'll be

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[jillian]: on

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[iris]: focusing more on the formations because that's
more that's more my forte but getting

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[jillian]: yes

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[iris]: really getting to know how to use
those crystals personally because i feel like a

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[iris]: lot of times we'll read what the
especially when it comes to the formations what

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[iris]: the basic definition is and it's like
well what does that mean how

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: do i work with that crystal so
we really want to get into the nittygrty

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: like how to

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[iris]: actually work with these crystals and imply
to you personally so that you

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[jillian]: hm

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[iris]: get the best out of them so
it's really

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[jillian]: i love

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[iris]: exciting

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[jillian]: that

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[iris]: and then every podcast that we have

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: with different guests whether it's sound bowls
or meditation or intuition whatever it is we're

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[iris]: talking about with our amazing guests we

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: can incorporate chris different crystals

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: to work with what they're talking about

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[iris]: so it's super super exciting i'm really

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[jillian]: exactly

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[iris]: happy i'm really

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[jillian]: one of our

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[iris]: i did about it

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[jillian]: me to one

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: of our upcoming episodes this featuring a
friend of mine who specializes in teaching intuition

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[jillian]: and accessing our own intuition which seems
really basic but it's not it's not always

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[jillian]: easy with all of the sound around
us and so for example for that episode

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[jillian]: as she is talking will also be
bringing in the crystals that are supportive of

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[jillian]: that so we're going to exploring a
huge range of topics but will always bring

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[jillian]: back in the crystals that are associated
with it so whether you are a crystal

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[jillian]: lover or not hopefully this podcastwill will
have something

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[iris]: we'll

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[jillian]: for you

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[iris]: apply yes definitely

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[jillian]: we'll apply

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[jillian]: um all right so for this first
episode though it's just the two of us

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[jillian]: it's our initial one so we want
to um i guess it sounds like really

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[jillian]: we talk about ourselves

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[iris]: no i want the

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[iris]: song that keeps popping in my head
every

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[iris]: time i think about this first episode
is i don't i don't know if it's

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[iris]: from the sound of music but it's
the

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: getting to do you getting

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[jillian]: oh my goodness

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[iris]: to know i

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[jillian]: yes

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[iris]: just want to know you i want
to get a little deeper and get to

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[iris]: know you and how you i want
to know how you first were in contact

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[iris]: with crystals because i feel like it's
different for everybody um and kind of your

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[iris]: first experience just being around crystals

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: not even necessarily

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: i feel like a lot of people
nowadays they're getting into them right off the

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[iris]: bat for their metaphysical which is awesome
that they already know that they have properties

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[iris]: and they want to grab them and
use them and work with them whereas

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[jillian]: hm

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[iris]: they feel like when we were younger
it wasn't that at all it was more

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: that's how it was for me how
was it for you

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[jillian]: i mean yes exactly there were there
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[jillian]: crystals and especially as a child i
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[jillian]: older nowadays where you just you just
pick up rocks there's like something sparkly or

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[jillian]: pretty or for some reason you're drawn
to it and you pick it up and

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[jillian]: you hold it and you feel you
feel connected to it and that's always um

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[jillian]: it's just this this excitement and curiosity

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[iris]: hm

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[jillian]: in the world around us

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[iris]: i feel like children are naturally drawn
to them quin my stepson he sticks now

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[iris]: but i've been helping raising raise him
since he was two and he was

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[iris]: immediately drawn to crystals like i have
this it's one of my favorite crystals it

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[iris]: quote kitchen crystal this massive

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[iris]: elestial but i had it outside to
do a video or something with it

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[iris]: and he ran over to it hugged
it and just started kissing it over and

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: come from but he's just

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[iris]: always gravitated and he would grab his
like we would watch a cartoon together and

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[iris]: he'd run to his room and grab
his little crystals and want to with him

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[iris]: well he watched the show and i
think there's just a natural when children are

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[iris]: just drawn to it and i feel
like as we aged we kind of i

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: i don't know how to explain it
but anyway continue

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[jillian]: i know i agree i think there's
something to be said for the openness of

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[jillian]: children thinks the same way that children
are really drawn to animals and like as

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[jillian]: adults

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[iris]: hm

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[jillian]: were like oh cad oh dog like
there's things that we're drawn to because we're

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[jillian]: now it's appropriate but i think with
children they're like a turkey and they

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: just want to hug the turkey and
i think there's something to be said for

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[jillian]: children naturally understand that we are all
connected and that whether it's an animal or

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[jillian]: whether it's a tree or whether it's
a rock that there is this innate connection

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[jillian]: and that there is an innate being
in and whatever it is that is from

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[jillian]: the earth and that

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[iris]: so true

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[jillian]: it

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[iris]: so

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[jillian]: is

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[iris]: true

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[jillian]: we are of the same family and
and i love this time when his like

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[jillian]: kissing this crystal

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[iris]: and i have it on video so
i'll have to somehow share that because it's

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[iris]: super

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[iris]: cute

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[jillian]: so so when i was young and
i guess two things one everywhere i went

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[jillian]: i would take a stone and i
will say now it's an adult i'm looking

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[jillian]: back and i'm like oh maybe i
shouldn't maybe i shouldn't have like stolen all

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[jillian]: of these stones

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: as a kid you're just like

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[iris]: oh

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[jillian]: i am connected to this piece it
wants to come

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[iris]: hm

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[jillian]: home with me so like i'm gonna

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[iris]: let be clarify do you mean

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[jillian]: clara

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[iris]: like taking from us a crystal shop

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[jillian]: no

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[iris]: or do you mean

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[jillian]: no

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[iris]: like

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[jillian]: i mean

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[iris]: from

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[jillian]: like

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[iris]: the beach

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[jillian]: no i mean like from the beach
or

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[iris]: okay

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[jillian]: from no no no no

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[iris]: ah

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[jillian]: but or like my family

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: would go to my my my grandparents
lived in in central united states and every

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[jillian]: summer would go to colorado because their
area was way too hot so they would

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[jillian]: go to colorado they've been doing this
i mean basically their whole retired lives and

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[jillian]: so that's one of my main memories
kid was every every summer we would go

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[jillian]: and visit my grandparents in colorado and
up in the mountains it's normally a ski

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[jillian]: area but during the summer beautiful

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[iris]: beautiful i could

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[jillian]: and

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[iris]: only imagine

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[jillian]: and because it was like this very
insular community as a child like here just

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[jillian]: like all right here's the door run
around and so it's

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: being seven years old and the freedom
to run around the forest and like run

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[jillian]: around

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[iris]: that's so magical

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[jillian]: there was a river that cut through
the whole thing and end every summer i

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[jillian]: would bring home a crystal from there
and just being able to they have these

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[jillian]: big boulders lining the river and i
would just sit there and i know it's

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[jillian]: not really a crystal but i would
sit there on the rock and i would

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[jillian]: just lay there and feel myself i
turn into stone turn into

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[iris]: m

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[jillian]: the rock and that we were we

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[iris]: hm

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[jillian]: were one being and i would disappear
and that's one of my my most beautiful

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[jillian]: memories

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[iris]: i

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[jillian]: from my

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[iris]: love

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[jillian]: childhood

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[iris]: that so grounding

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[jillian]: dad

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[iris]: too that i feel like those stones

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[jillian]: yah

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[iris]: are just

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[jillian]: h

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[iris]: yeah i get that

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[jillian]: m but but even as even as
a kid you know kids love love crystals

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[jillian]: and they've always they've always i've always
felt very cold to them and they've always

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[jillian]: felt

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[iris]: hm

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[jillian]: like they were calling me and when
i started this business and i actually do

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[jillian]: entirely remember this but when i started
this business my mom was like well i'm

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[jillian]: glad to turn into something because you
used to talk to the rocks and i

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[jillian]: was a little concerned so

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[iris]: i'm glad something came from

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[jillian]: i'm glad something came from

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[iris]: well

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[jillian]: something

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[iris]: it's

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[jillian]: came

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[iris]: awesome

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[jillian]: out of his

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[iris]: so cute

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: there

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[jillian]: and

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[iris]: are

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[jillian]: i would

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[iris]: friends

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[jillian]: yeah and i had this little pouch
and i mean i was now in middle

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[jillian]: school and i had this little pouch
and i had rocks in it and i

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[jillian]: would always crystal crystals and crystals and
stones and i would i'd wear it with

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[jillian]: me everywhere

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[iris]: m

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[jillian]: i went and i would i mean
i don't know properties back then i was

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[iris]: right

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[jillian]: eleven and

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: but i would switch it out each
day is like this crystal wants to be

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[jillian]: with me today and

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[iris]: that's amazing you

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[jillian]: and they

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[iris]: already

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[jillian]: were like

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[iris]: knew

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[jillian]: i already knew

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: i mean and i'm glad that i
didn't it wasn't until later that i forgot

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[jillian]: and then

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: came back to

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[iris]: come

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[jillian]: it again

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[iris]: back

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[jillian]: but

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[iris]: to it

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[jillian]: but how about you

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[iris]: for me my mom actually had crystals
in the house but for her it's always

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[iris]: been about the beauty which i feel
like for a lot of us anyway that's

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[iris]: how we first are drawn to it
so i actually have an amethyst that was

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[iris]: my great grandmother's

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[jillian]: oh

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[iris]: it's actually it's not very pretty to
be honest

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[jillian]: wow

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[iris]: it's like not the prettiest ammathist but
to have that history is really cool so

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[iris]: she had that and a couple other
chris tis in the home but for us

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[iris]: it was always just they were there
they were pretty but was funny as recently

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[iris]: she had given me some photos of
when we were younger because i grew

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: up in the palm springs yeah and
joshua tree is right near there and we

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[iris]: grew up going to joshua tree and
i'm i'm still in dipers so i'm assuming

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[iris]: i'm like two or something and it's
at the joshua tree national park and i'm

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[iris]: holding

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: a rose courts and she said i
just loved it and i was just carrying

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[iris]: it around all happy so for me
i don't remember that i mean i was

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[iris]: too but thankfully

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: i had them around but i never
really i never really got into them until

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[iris]: my twenties when i really

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[jillian]: m

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[iris]: needed them as when they

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[jillian]: hm

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[iris]: came into my life and my first
experience with crystals as like my own first

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[iris]: crystal was actually again with my mom
she came to visit me i was living

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[iris]: in carlsbad and there's this little crystal
shop there that we walked into and i

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[iris]: was drawn to a smoky courts tower
and

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[jillian]: hm

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[iris]: a little lodolight tower that looked the
minerals inside made like a or like

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[jillian]: m

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[iris]: the green stem with leaves and then
i'm like oh this is so cool so

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[iris]: those were my first two crystals ever
and then from there it just kind of

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[iris]: sky rocket and i just started my
own collection yeah

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[jillian]: hm

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[iris]: it's just it's been an amazing journey
with crystals and i feel like in the

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[iris]: moment it didn't feel significant looking

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[jillian]: hm

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[iris]: back i realize now obviously

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: how significant it's been

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: those little experiences

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[jillian]: yeah so

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[iris]: so

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[jillian]: true

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[iris]: for you when you came back to
crystals what was that like was it

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[jillian]: yeah

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[iris]: for their metaphysical and or did you
just kind of remember

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[jillian]: you know it was i would say
it was a combination of things i as

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[jillian]: going through a pretty challenging time in
my life i used to be a musical

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[jillian]: theater performer which i loved i loved
doing but i have autumn illness and it

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[jillian]: comes and goes it's called reactive arthritis
and so i'll be fine and then a

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[jillian]: of a sudden something we'll trigger it
and then i'll be house bound for who

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[jillian]: knows how long

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[iris]: hm

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[jillian]: and so what i realized so i
had it was my second flare up and

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[jillian]: what i realized was i don't i
don't know if i can do this any

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[jillian]: more like how can i if i
booked something if i booked a national tour

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[jillian]: and then all of a sudden i
woke up one day and couldn't get out

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[jillian]: of

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[iris]: ye

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[jillian]: bed like that's

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: that's not fair that's not fair to
myself that is not fair to the company

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[jillian]: that i'm in that's not fair to
the casting directors who thought that i would

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[jillian]: like o be a safe bet and
i didn't i didn't really know what to

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[jillian]: do and i was like well i
can still i can still sing i could

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[jillian]: still do you know at the time
i as also doing some fillmenttv and some

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[jillian]: commercials and i could still do that
but i honest it was i was i

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[jillian]: was so depressed

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[iris]: yeah

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[jillian]: about it and i mean it wasn't
like clinical depression it was it was situational

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[iris]: ah

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[jillian]: depression but i was so despondent i
fairly felt like i had lost my purpose

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[iris]: hm

475
00:17:02,952 --> 00:17:08,712
[jillian]: and i was on instagram and i
don't know how i think i think what

476
00:17:08,752 --> 00:17:11,697
[jillian]: happened is my friend was like let's
go to a crystal store and i was

477
00:17:11,717 --> 00:17:15,002
[jillian]: like all right and it was in
my neighborhood and recently opened up and i

478
00:17:15,082 --> 00:17:19,630
[jillian]: walked in and it was like memory
upon memories upon memories and

479
00:17:19,998 --> 00:17:20,360
[iris]: flooding

480
00:17:20,191 --> 00:17:20,391
[jillian]: and the

481
00:17:20,441 --> 00:17:21,225
[iris]: and reminding you

482
00:17:21,653 --> 00:17:22,154
[jillian]: yes and

483
00:17:22,081 --> 00:17:22,262
[iris]: oh

484
00:17:22,214 --> 00:17:22,375
[jillian]: it was

485
00:17:22,323 --> 00:17:22,343
[iris]: i

486
00:17:22,435 --> 00:17:22,615
[jillian]: like

487
00:17:22,464 --> 00:17:22,988
[iris]: love that

488
00:17:22,895 --> 00:17:27,463
[jillian]: it was like walking into a room
full of my closest friends that i hadn't

489
00:17:27,503 --> 00:17:29,326
[jillian]: talked to in years and

490
00:17:29,352 --> 00:17:29,553
[iris]: that's

491
00:17:29,366 --> 00:17:29,426
[jillian]: the

492
00:17:29,613 --> 00:17:29,734
[iris]: so

493
00:17:29,627 --> 00:17:30,168
[jillian]: like gathered

494
00:17:29,934 --> 00:17:30,918
[iris]: cute

495
00:17:30,248 --> 00:17:31,973
[jillian]: together for a surprise party for me

496
00:17:32,364 --> 00:17:32,524
[iris]: yea

497
00:17:32,895 --> 00:17:36,083
[jillian]: and it was it was the first
moment i felt really happy in such a

498
00:17:36,163 --> 00:17:44,589
[jillian]: long time and i had this very
distinct memory of when i was gosh after

499
00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:50,252
[jillian]: my parents divorce i must have been
ten ten or eleven maybe maybe twelve m

500
00:17:50,452 --> 00:17:54,259
[jillian]: and my dad had gotten really had
gotten really ill he had in sephalitis from

501
00:17:54,299 --> 00:17:58,466
[jillian]: when he was in viam and it
had you know like hides in your brain

502
00:17:58,526 --> 00:17:59,887
[jillian]: and then it flew it's up so

503
00:17:59,911 --> 00:18:00,033
[iris]: wow

504
00:17:59,927 --> 00:18:03,090
[jillian]: basically his brain his brain smelt swelled
up he fell down the stairs he was

505
00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:05,012
[jillian]: hospitalized they thought he was going to
die

506
00:18:05,241 --> 00:18:05,910
[iris]: oh my gosh

507
00:18:06,053 --> 00:18:12,240
[jillian]: um and i being a precocious little
i don't know whatever i was pre tin

508
00:18:12,701 --> 00:18:15,706
[jillian]: was like this crystal is going to
heal you and

509
00:18:15,762 --> 00:18:16,450
[iris]: oh

510
00:18:15,766 --> 00:18:18,791
[jillian]: i held this it was a court
crystal and i don't know where i got

511
00:18:18,831 --> 00:18:22,176
[jillian]: this court crystal and i held it
in my hands and i talked to it

512
00:18:22,377 --> 00:18:25,983
[jillian]: i was like you're going to make
my dad better i know you are i'm

513
00:18:26,103 --> 00:18:29,228
[jillian]: so grateful for you like we're going
to work together and we're going to do

514
00:18:29,328 --> 00:18:29,629
[jillian]: this

515
00:18:29,851 --> 00:18:31,163
[iris]: oh my gosh

516
00:18:30,731 --> 00:18:33,635
[jillian]: and when i next visited my dad
at the hospital i think it was the

517
00:18:33,675 --> 00:18:36,180
[jillian]: next day um i slept with it
that night

518
00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:39,043
[iris]: this is amazing

519
00:18:38,323 --> 00:18:43,251
[jillian]: um i brought it to i brought
to the hospital with me and i didn't

520
00:18:43,312 --> 00:18:46,497
[jillian]: tell my don't know if i told
my dad i think i like slipped under

521
00:18:46,537 --> 00:18:51,647
[jillian]: his pillow and i don't remember now
so long ago

522
00:18:51,662 --> 00:18:51,886
[iris]: yeah

523
00:18:52,489 --> 00:18:56,888
[jillian]: but i basically i put it in
my dad's hospital bed and i think he

524
00:18:56,968 --> 00:19:00,198
[jillian]: found it and he left it next
door and you know next door on on

525
00:19:00,238 --> 00:19:01,341
[jillian]: the little bedside table

526
00:19:02,038 --> 00:19:02,550
[iris]: hm

527
00:19:02,204 --> 00:19:06,820
[jillian]: and no the doctors were coming in
and they were like why do you have

528
00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:07,581
[jillian]: rocks next

529
00:19:07,650 --> 00:19:09,270
[iris]: yeah

530
00:19:07,682 --> 00:19:10,546
[jillian]: year and i think i just kept
bringing them at some point

531
00:19:10,772 --> 00:19:11,233
[iris]: these are

532
00:19:11,187 --> 00:19:11,227
[jillian]: i

533
00:19:11,273 --> 00:19:11,413
[iris]: going

534
00:19:11,308 --> 00:19:11,488
[jillian]: don't

535
00:19:11,453 --> 00:19:11,734
[iris]: to heal

536
00:19:11,628 --> 00:19:11,889
[jillian]: i don't

537
00:19:11,814 --> 00:19:11,914
[iris]: you

538
00:19:11,949 --> 00:19:12,309
[jillian]: remember

539
00:19:12,014 --> 00:19:12,255
[iris]: dead

540
00:19:12,369 --> 00:19:13,932
[jillian]: this i just remember the courts but
my dad

541
00:19:13,918 --> 00:19:14,138
[iris]: yes

542
00:19:13,992 --> 00:19:16,476
[jillian]: said at some point there were there
were the were multiple rocks

543
00:19:16,941 --> 00:19:17,061
[iris]: how

544
00:19:17,078 --> 00:19:17,179
[jillian]: and

545
00:19:17,222 --> 00:19:17,564
[iris]: funny

546
00:19:17,279 --> 00:19:19,909
[jillian]: so the doctor would come in and
be like why are there rocks here and

547
00:19:19,949 --> 00:19:22,992
[jillian]: he as like my daughter gave it
to me keeping it here by

548
00:19:23,723 --> 00:19:24,505
[iris]: i mean i feel like now

549
00:19:24,361 --> 00:19:24,381
[jillian]: m

550
00:19:24,545 --> 00:19:26,590
[iris]: if that happened people will be like
oh like they

551
00:19:26,617 --> 00:19:26,817
[jillian]: yeah

552
00:19:26,650 --> 00:19:27,432
[iris]: just get it like

553
00:19:27,599 --> 00:19:27,839
[jillian]: right

554
00:19:27,633 --> 00:19:28,314
[iris]: they understand

555
00:19:27,940 --> 00:19:28,421
[jillian]: but this you

556
00:19:28,435 --> 00:19:28,535
[iris]: but

557
00:19:28,481 --> 00:19:28,581
[jillian]: know

558
00:19:28,595 --> 00:19:28,755
[iris]: back

559
00:19:28,641 --> 00:19:28,782
[jillian]: this

560
00:19:28,856 --> 00:19:29,216
[iris]: them

561
00:19:28,862 --> 00:19:30,927
[jillian]: was like this was what in the
nineties

562
00:19:30,750 --> 00:19:31,192
[iris]: nineties

563
00:19:31,067 --> 00:19:31,328
[jillian]: it was

564
00:19:31,293 --> 00:19:32,700
[iris]: yeah

565
00:19:31,588 --> 00:19:40,015
[jillian]: a very long time ago and and
miracle of miracles he survived

566
00:19:40,740 --> 00:19:41,067
[iris]: uh

567
00:19:40,927 --> 00:19:43,251
[jillian]: i mean and not only did he
survive like he was

568
00:19:43,839 --> 00:19:43,860
[iris]: m

569
00:19:43,872 --> 00:19:44,613
[jillian]: fine normally

570
00:19:44,470 --> 00:19:44,695
[iris]: yeah

571
00:19:44,653 --> 00:19:45,855
[jillian]: if your brain swells for that

572
00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:46,560
[iris]: yeah

573
00:19:45,955 --> 00:19:47,858
[jillian]: long for that length of time like
there's

574
00:19:48,300 --> 00:19:48,420
[iris]: some

575
00:19:48,579 --> 00:19:48,780
[jillian]: either

576
00:19:48,581 --> 00:19:49,143
[iris]: after effects

577
00:19:49,040 --> 00:19:49,281
[jillian]: there's

578
00:19:49,204 --> 00:19:49,324
[iris]: from

579
00:19:49,621 --> 00:19:49,862
[jillian]: brain

580
00:19:49,746 --> 00:19:49,907
[iris]: yeah

581
00:19:49,922 --> 00:19:55,055
[jillian]: damage or there's difficulty with youkwphysicality movement
and he was fine

582
00:19:55,860 --> 00:19:56,002
[iris]: wow

583
00:19:56,727 --> 00:19:58,089
[jillian]: like that was it it was

584
00:19:58,110 --> 00:19:58,231
[iris]: it's

585
00:19:58,130 --> 00:19:58,390
[jillian]: just this

586
00:19:58,291 --> 00:19:58,936
[iris]: amazing

587
00:19:58,450 --> 00:20:03,420
[jillian]: weird blip and he was fine and
so i remembered this and of course i've

588
00:20:03,460 --> 00:20:09,397
[jillian]: completely forgotten and i remembered this and
i was like the crystals really worked

589
00:20:09,972 --> 00:20:10,073
[iris]: they

590
00:20:10,098 --> 00:20:10,278
[jillian]: and

591
00:20:10,134 --> 00:20:10,762
[iris]: help my dad

592
00:20:10,799 --> 00:20:12,221
[jillian]: i knew that they would work and

593
00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:12,395
[iris]: yeah

594
00:20:12,261 --> 00:20:15,506
[jillian]: then they worked and i don't know
why i forgot this i think you just

595
00:20:16,207 --> 00:20:18,269
[jillian]: go to high school and you go
to college and you just

596
00:20:18,791 --> 00:20:19,053
[iris]: life

597
00:20:19,031 --> 00:20:21,834
[jillian]: you know if you're if you can't
go to college and you just life happens

598
00:20:21,895 --> 00:20:28,670
[jillian]: and you go to work and you
forget and so um being able to remember

599
00:20:28,750 --> 00:20:36,390
[jillian]: that was was so special and so
i started like buying crystals and i started

600
00:20:36,570 --> 00:20:39,275
[jillian]: making crystal grids i didn't even know
of crystal grids war at the time i

601
00:20:39,315 --> 00:20:39,555
[jillian]: was just

602
00:20:39,530 --> 00:20:39,711
[iris]: wow

603
00:20:39,595 --> 00:20:41,679
[jillian]: like i feel like these need to
be arranged

604
00:20:41,900 --> 00:20:42,122
[iris]: yeah

605
00:20:42,039 --> 00:20:44,563
[jillian]: in a certain way an they're goin
to work together cohesively

606
00:20:46,512 --> 00:20:46,633
[iris]: you

607
00:20:46,630 --> 00:20:47,056
[jillian]: ah

608
00:20:46,713 --> 00:20:47,657
[iris]: just innately knew

609
00:20:48,037 --> 00:20:48,677
[jillian]: yeah there's just

610
00:20:48,741 --> 00:20:48,842
[iris]: it's

611
00:20:48,777 --> 00:20:49,017
[jillian]: you know

612
00:20:48,924 --> 00:20:49,350
[iris]: awesome

613
00:20:49,058 --> 00:20:53,281
[jillian]: and i think the crystals if you're
open they tell you what they want to

614
00:20:53,322 --> 00:20:54,082
[jillian]: do like how they

615
00:20:54,073 --> 00:20:54,660
[iris]: hm

616
00:20:54,142 --> 00:21:00,970
[jillian]: want to partner with you and so
mainly i just i just started working with

617
00:21:01,150 --> 00:21:04,275
[jillian]: crystals and then i started following crystal
accounts on instagram

618
00:21:04,953 --> 00:21:05,520
[iris]: hm

619
00:21:04,956 --> 00:21:08,863
[jillian]: um because i i love love my
friends that i was so happy for their

620
00:21:08,923 --> 00:21:12,609
[jillian]: success but it was really hard seeing
all of my it's like on national tours

621
00:21:12,669 --> 00:21:13,611
[jillian]: and on broadway and

622
00:21:13,650 --> 00:21:13,791
[iris]: yeah

623
00:21:13,671 --> 00:21:16,355
[jillian]: like on cruises and like these you
know

624
00:21:16,350 --> 00:21:17,520
[iris]: yeah

625
00:21:16,436 --> 00:21:19,060
[jillian]: booking these things and it's like i
can't do this and

626
00:21:19,281 --> 00:21:20,652
[iris]: i'm going to look at pretty crystals

627
00:21:20,302 --> 00:21:22,806
[jillian]: i don't i don't want to i
don't want follow them i want to be

628
00:21:22,826 --> 00:21:26,773
[jillian]: able to say yea but i also
need to space that out with something that's

629
00:21:26,833 --> 00:21:28,516
[jillian]: going to nourish me so i'm not
just

630
00:21:28,569 --> 00:21:29,160
[iris]: hm

631
00:21:29,016 --> 00:21:33,284
[jillian]: seeing all my friends successes and reminded
of my inability to do it too

632
00:21:33,881 --> 00:21:34,082
[iris]: right

633
00:21:34,085 --> 00:21:34,225
[jillian]: so

634
00:21:34,263 --> 00:21:34,465
[iris]: yeah

635
00:21:35,457 --> 00:21:39,162
[jillian]: so i started following instagram a few
instagram shops there wern't that many at the

636
00:21:39,202 --> 00:21:45,049
[jillian]: time and then i noticed there was
one hatha crystals doing a live sale and

637
00:21:45,109 --> 00:21:50,354
[jillian]: i was like what is this and
i started watching and i was like this

638
00:21:50,434 --> 00:21:54,850
[jillian]: is cool but i feel like i
feel like there's more that can happen here

639
00:21:55,832 --> 00:21:55,972
[jillian]: so

640
00:21:55,989 --> 00:21:56,580
[iris]: hm

641
00:21:57,014 --> 00:22:01,711
[jillian]: i don't know i just some i
convinced my partner i was like i'm used

642
00:22:01,732 --> 00:22:05,157
[jillian]: to talking for four hours and i'm
i feel like this would be such a

643
00:22:05,177 --> 00:22:08,803
[jillian]: great opportunity for education and being able
to build a community because it's the same

644
00:22:08,903 --> 00:22:10,206
[jillian]: people tuning at each time and

645
00:22:10,684 --> 00:22:11,310
[iris]: hm

646
00:22:11,498 --> 00:22:15,938
[jillian]: so we took i think like no
a little bit out of savings not a

647
00:22:15,978 --> 00:22:19,761
[jillian]: lot like a thousand two thousand dollars
went to a gem show and my partner

648
00:22:19,801 --> 00:22:22,483
[jillian]: was like this is insane i was
like i know i'm doing it anyways

649
00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:23,340
[iris]: well you

650
00:22:23,404 --> 00:22:23,624
[jillian]: and

651
00:22:23,421 --> 00:22:23,921
[iris]: went big

652
00:22:24,385 --> 00:22:24,945
[jillian]: i went big

653
00:22:24,803 --> 00:22:25,083
[iris]: wait till

654
00:22:25,046 --> 00:22:25,066
[jillian]: i

655
00:22:25,123 --> 00:22:25,183
[iris]: you

656
00:22:25,126 --> 00:22:25,266
[jillian]: went

657
00:22:25,244 --> 00:22:25,845
[iris]: hear my story

658
00:22:26,297 --> 00:22:27,980
[jillian]: i am excited for your story i
don't i

659
00:22:27,968 --> 00:22:28,128
[iris]: like

660
00:22:28,020 --> 00:22:29,062
[jillian]: don't know all the details

661
00:22:28,810 --> 00:22:32,215
[iris]: it is little opposite but same

662
00:22:31,948 --> 00:22:32,069
[jillian]: oh

663
00:22:32,456 --> 00:22:34,719
[iris]: but that's funny wow that's awesome

664
00:22:34,477 --> 00:22:35,160
[jillian]: yeah and

665
00:22:35,140 --> 00:22:35,301
[iris]: that's

666
00:22:35,220 --> 00:22:35,421
[jillian]: that's

667
00:22:35,341 --> 00:22:36,824
[iris]: so cool to hear this experience

668
00:22:36,617 --> 00:22:37,605
[jillian]: ye

669
00:22:36,864 --> 00:22:40,533
[iris]: of your dad too that's amazing and
then having that realization of

670
00:22:40,547 --> 00:22:41,477
[jillian]: oh

671
00:22:40,633 --> 00:22:42,597
[iris]: weight if they healed my dad

672
00:22:42,377 --> 00:22:42,580
[jillian]: oh

673
00:22:43,610 --> 00:22:43,690
[iris]: but

674
00:22:43,727 --> 00:22:43,967
[jillian]: yeah

675
00:22:43,730 --> 00:22:44,554
[iris]: they can help heal me

676
00:22:45,011 --> 00:22:45,131
[jillian]: then

677
00:22:45,015 --> 00:22:45,116
[iris]: you

678
00:22:45,172 --> 00:22:45,352
[jillian]: maybe

679
00:22:45,196 --> 00:22:45,337
[iris]: know

680
00:22:45,412 --> 00:22:49,867
[jillian]: they can help he me me and
at the very least they're going to i'm

681
00:22:49,907 --> 00:22:52,536
[jillian]: going to feel emotionally better around them
even if my

682
00:22:52,558 --> 00:22:53,130
[iris]: hm

683
00:22:52,656 --> 00:22:54,883
[jillian]: physical healing is going to take more
time

684
00:22:55,311 --> 00:22:56,841
[iris]: right totally

685
00:22:56,747 --> 00:22:57,129
[jillian]: and then

686
00:22:57,123 --> 00:22:57,203
[iris]: and

687
00:22:57,491 --> 00:22:57,531
[jillian]: i

688
00:22:57,585 --> 00:22:57,806
[iris]: yeah

689
00:22:57,672 --> 00:22:59,059
[jillian]: never went back to acting

690
00:22:58,770 --> 00:23:01,115
[iris]: you

691
00:22:59,139 --> 00:23:01,098
[jillian]: because sage to

692
00:23:01,156 --> 00:23:01,296
[iris]: did

693
00:23:01,159 --> 00:23:01,721
[jillian]: golf and it

694
00:23:01,677 --> 00:23:01,877
[iris]: yeah

695
00:23:01,761 --> 00:23:03,147
[jillian]: was such a it was his whole
world

696
00:23:03,810 --> 00:23:04,311
[iris]: i feel like our

697
00:23:04,333 --> 00:23:04,453
[jillian]: so

698
00:23:04,451 --> 00:23:08,137
[iris]: stories are very similar but like time
line wise

699
00:23:08,724 --> 00:23:09,377
[jillian]: hm

700
00:23:08,738 --> 00:23:11,362
[iris]: and like what we are going through
in life because for me

701
00:23:11,385 --> 00:23:12,408
[jillian]: hm yeah

702
00:23:12,925 --> 00:23:17,874
[iris]: i used to be a registered vet
tech and i worked work overnight in the

703
00:23:17,934 --> 00:23:19,038
[iris]: emergency department

704
00:23:19,748 --> 00:23:19,809
[jillian]: of

705
00:23:19,960 --> 00:23:24,127
[iris]: and then switched over that was like
when i first started getting into crystals and

706
00:23:24,167 --> 00:23:26,331
[iris]: then switched over to the ecology

707
00:23:26,177 --> 00:23:26,439
[jillian]: oh

708
00:23:26,411 --> 00:23:31,139
[iris]: department working with pets and giving them
cima which is totally

709
00:23:30,788 --> 00:23:30,930
[jillian]: yeah

710
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:33,082
[iris]: like not get off the subject but
it's totally different

711
00:23:33,068 --> 00:23:33,271
[jillian]: oh

712
00:23:33,102 --> 00:23:36,427
[iris]: than humans like your goal isn't to
cure is to make them feel better with

713
00:23:36,447 --> 00:23:38,230
[iris]: the time they have left so it's
a little

714
00:23:38,177 --> 00:23:38,197
[jillian]: m

715
00:23:38,270 --> 00:23:39,312
[iris]: different but still it's

716
00:23:39,407 --> 00:23:39,528
[jillian]: oh

717
00:23:39,452 --> 00:23:40,975
[iris]: very emotionally

718
00:23:40,937 --> 00:23:41,205
[jillian]: okay

719
00:23:41,015 --> 00:23:43,680
[iris]: and i'm an m path i didn't
know that then but i know that now

720
00:23:44,681 --> 00:23:45,903
[iris]: and so to be around these

721
00:23:45,857 --> 00:23:46,258
[jillian]: oh

722
00:23:46,003 --> 00:23:49,569
[iris]: owners who are going through all these
traumas of know emergency in the middle of

723
00:23:49,589 --> 00:23:52,755
[iris]: the night it's the worst of the
worst it's dogs getting hit by cars are

724
00:23:52,835 --> 00:23:54,397
[iris]: eaten by cooties and all this stuff

725
00:23:54,290 --> 00:23:54,752
[jillian]: huh

726
00:23:54,498 --> 00:24:00,591
[iris]: so it was very motionally it was
taking its tole so thankfully my mom took

727
00:24:00,631 --> 00:24:02,535
[iris]: me into that crystal shop again like
i said

728
00:24:03,044 --> 00:24:03,084
[jillian]: m

729
00:24:03,055 --> 00:24:04,378
[iris]: smoky courts absorbing

730
00:24:03,956 --> 00:24:04,207
[jillian]: m m

731
00:24:04,458 --> 00:24:05,199
[iris]: negative energy

732
00:24:05,847 --> 00:24:06,052
[jillian]: yep

733
00:24:05,980 --> 00:24:11,890
[iris]: um and then i just started becoming
like i would almost say addicted to smoky

734
00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:12,171
[iris]: courts

735
00:24:12,857 --> 00:24:13,098
[jillian]: yeah

736
00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:19,204
[iris]: normally like those were my go to
um during that time and i had gone

737
00:24:19,244 --> 00:24:21,368
[iris]: to school to be a vettehi grew
up from

738
00:24:21,467 --> 00:24:21,768
[jillian]: oh

739
00:24:22,620 --> 00:24:26,384
[iris]: no well i started working when i
was twelve no mentioned that to

740
00:24:26,417 --> 00:24:27,377
[jillian]: oh

741
00:24:26,444 --> 00:24:27,705
[iris]: you the other day but the

742
00:24:27,677 --> 00:24:27,879
[jillian]: oh

743
00:24:27,745 --> 00:24:30,529
[iris]: majority of my life i was doing
bookkeeping and accounting and then

744
00:24:30,527 --> 00:24:30,627
[jillian]: just

745
00:24:30,609 --> 00:24:30,649
[iris]: in

746
00:24:30,687 --> 00:24:30,807
[jillian]: like

747
00:24:30,689 --> 00:24:30,749
[iris]: my

748
00:24:30,928 --> 00:24:33,613
[jillian]: a who was hiring a twelve year
old to do bookkeeping

749
00:24:33,922 --> 00:24:37,288
[iris]: so back then i wasn't doing bookkeeping
i started off at a dry cleaner

750
00:24:38,068 --> 00:24:38,228
[jillian]: oh

751
00:24:38,642 --> 00:24:38,905
[iris]: i just

752
00:24:38,831 --> 00:24:38,912
[jillian]: who

753
00:24:38,946 --> 00:24:39,168
[iris]: wanted

754
00:24:39,012 --> 00:24:39,334
[jillian]: hires

755
00:24:39,208 --> 00:24:39,492
[iris]: to work

756
00:24:39,394 --> 00:24:40,600
[jillian]: a twelve year old that's not

757
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:40,660
[iris]: my

758
00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:40,962
[jillian]: legal

759
00:24:40,740 --> 00:24:44,664
[iris]: mom my mom got someone to hire
me like they got me a work permit

760
00:24:44,784 --> 00:24:46,285
[iris]: at that young age because i was

761
00:24:46,217 --> 00:24:46,400
[jillian]: oh

762
00:24:46,365 --> 00:24:47,767
[iris]: so mature i was working

763
00:24:47,597 --> 00:24:47,918
[jillian]: oh

764
00:24:48,187 --> 00:24:53,462
[iris]: i was doing school dependent studies which
isn't quite home studies you meet with a

765
00:24:53,502 --> 00:24:53,763
[iris]: teacher

766
00:24:53,611 --> 00:24:54,197
[jillian]: hm

767
00:24:53,863 --> 00:24:57,467
[iris]: once a week but i was already
very independent and for me my mentality when

768
00:24:57,507 --> 00:25:01,475
[iris]: i was that age was schools a
waste of time like i'm there for how

769
00:25:01,555 --> 00:25:04,107
[iris]: many hours like how much can i
get done so anyway

770
00:25:04,667 --> 00:25:04,908
[jillian]: oh

771
00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:09,898
[iris]: start working on twelve because i want
to make my own money but in

772
00:25:09,839 --> 00:25:10,022
[jillian]: fair

773
00:25:09,998 --> 00:25:14,525
[iris]: any event majority of my life i
ended up transitioning i think around fifteen to

774
00:25:14,606 --> 00:25:20,332
[iris]: accounting bookkeeping and then i read this
book in my twenties which looking back now

775
00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:24,645
[iris]: kind of going off subject but i
was dating a guy that wasn't the best

776
00:25:24,685 --> 00:25:26,068
[iris]: for me he was i was in
my early

777
00:25:26,087 --> 00:25:26,488
[jillian]: oh

778
00:25:26,108 --> 00:25:30,335
[iris]: twenties he was exactly ten years older
than me but he was a bar tender

779
00:25:30,575 --> 00:25:32,358
[iris]: he was into drugs like and

780
00:25:32,357 --> 00:25:32,638
[jillian]: oh

781
00:25:32,418 --> 00:25:35,582
[iris]: so i'm in that vironment but the
one good thing that came out of this

782
00:25:35,642 --> 00:25:40,588
[iris]: guy we dated maybe a couple of
months was he gave me the book the

783
00:25:40,708 --> 00:25:43,303
[iris]: alchemist he's like i think you need
to read this

784
00:25:44,768 --> 00:25:44,928
[jillian]: that

785
00:25:44,827 --> 00:25:45,028
[iris]: and

786
00:25:44,968 --> 00:25:46,891
[jillian]: book is like the most alchomizing book

787
00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:47,621
[iris]: oh my

788
00:25:47,652 --> 00:25:47,852
[jillian]: ever

789
00:25:47,741 --> 00:25:48,302
[iris]: god

790
00:25:47,932 --> 00:25:48,253
[jillian]: written

791
00:25:48,843 --> 00:25:53,010
[iris]: it was amazing and if you haven't
read this book please just just read it

792
00:25:53,171 --> 00:25:53,311
[iris]: it's

793
00:25:53,287 --> 00:25:53,408
[jillian]: just

794
00:25:53,331 --> 00:25:53,611
[iris]: a very

795
00:25:53,448 --> 00:25:53,750
[jillian]: read this

796
00:25:53,731 --> 00:25:54,072
[iris]: simple

797
00:25:53,790 --> 00:25:53,972
[jillian]: book

798
00:25:54,192 --> 00:25:55,534
[iris]: read but it's life changing

799
00:25:55,373 --> 00:25:56,147
[jillian]: hm

800
00:25:55,595 --> 00:26:00,563
[iris]: at least at that crucial point in
my life needed it and for me the

801
00:26:00,623 --> 00:26:03,908
[iris]: premises is basically it's this young boy
that wants to be

802
00:26:03,998 --> 00:26:04,847
[jillian]: oh

803
00:26:04,289 --> 00:26:06,513
[iris]: a sheep herder but

804
00:26:06,746 --> 00:26:06,767
[jillian]: m

805
00:26:06,793 --> 00:26:10,820
[iris]: that doesn't make any money but it's
his passion he loves these sheep and he

806
00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:13,384
[iris]: wants that's what he wants to do
i granted at i haven't read this in

807
00:26:13,625 --> 00:26:15,107
[iris]: my twenty so i might be getting
it around

808
00:26:15,597 --> 00:26:15,698
[jillian]: ah

809
00:26:15,748 --> 00:26:18,793
[iris]: but i ask what your personal legend

810
00:26:18,707 --> 00:26:19,095
[jillian]: oh

811
00:26:18,893 --> 00:26:21,518
[iris]: is like it talks about his personal
legend it's basically

812
00:26:21,491 --> 00:26:21,551
[jillian]: hm

813
00:26:22,099 --> 00:26:23,045
[iris]: what you're to do

814
00:26:23,798 --> 00:26:25,767
[jillian]: he has he has a dream of

815
00:26:25,921 --> 00:26:26,303
[iris]: dream

816
00:26:25,927 --> 00:26:26,349
[jillian]: treasure

817
00:26:26,926 --> 00:26:27,228
[iris]: yes

818
00:26:28,307 --> 00:26:28,367
[jillian]: he

819
00:26:28,374 --> 00:26:28,897
[iris]: exactly

820
00:26:28,407 --> 00:26:29,429
[jillian]: doesn't know what that is

821
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:30,810
[iris]: yeah

822
00:26:29,769 --> 00:26:33,535
[jillian]: and what it's about but it ends
up it ends up being his personal legend

823
00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:36,855
[iris]: personal legend and so i remembered when
i was

824
00:26:36,797 --> 00:26:38,237
[jillian]: oh

825
00:26:36,935 --> 00:26:40,922
[iris]: younger how much i loved animals and
i always wanted to be a veterinarian i

826
00:26:41,002 --> 00:26:46,755
[iris]: wanted to help animals and so i
ended up going back to ol to you

827
00:26:46,775 --> 00:26:51,842
[iris]: know i'm doing bookkeeping and then i
started going to school to be a register

828
00:26:51,882 --> 00:26:54,868
[iris]: vet text so then that's how i
got into the whole vettech

829
00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:54,967
[jillian]: m

830
00:26:54,948 --> 00:26:55,268
[iris]: field

831
00:26:55,979 --> 00:26:55,999
[jillian]: h

832
00:26:56,944 --> 00:26:57,186
[iris]: um

833
00:26:57,047 --> 00:26:57,374
[jillian]: oh

834
00:26:57,849 --> 00:27:03,787
[iris]: m long story short that tech also
doesn't pay money like the sheep herder i

835
00:27:03,847 --> 00:27:09,056
[iris]: went into it knowing that so i
started a secondary business on instagram selling succulent

836
00:27:09,116 --> 00:27:11,780
[iris]: because i was super i had just
bought my first home and i went to

837
00:27:11,821 --> 00:27:15,747
[iris]: homedepo and i'm like drought tolerant these
are beautiful and i knew nothing

838
00:27:15,707 --> 00:27:15,888
[jillian]: yeah

839
00:27:15,827 --> 00:27:20,535
[iris]: about plants i always killed any plants
that i got so i started this little

840
00:27:20,575 --> 00:27:25,073
[iris]: business on instagram making seculent arrange mens
and selling seculents

841
00:27:25,049 --> 00:27:28,902
[jillian]: i love how you're like i kill
everything let me start a business in this

842
00:27:29,764 --> 00:27:30,525
[iris]: well they were the only ones

843
00:27:30,527 --> 00:27:30,547
[jillian]: m

844
00:27:30,546 --> 00:27:31,347
[iris]: that i could keep alive

845
00:27:31,607 --> 00:27:35,315
[jillian]: uh

846
00:27:31,968 --> 00:27:35,354
[iris]: from that like i killed everything until
it came to succulence and i'm like hey

847
00:27:35,434 --> 00:27:35,494
[iris]: if

848
00:27:35,495 --> 00:27:36,137
[jillian]: huh

849
00:27:35,574 --> 00:27:38,679
[iris]: i could do it i kill everything
and i don't kill succulent other people can

850
00:27:38,779 --> 00:27:46,051
[iris]: do and so the little seculant business
started taking off on instagram and i ended

851
00:27:46,111 --> 00:27:50,619
[iris]: up going to my first gym show
ever so instagrams are already taken off with

852
00:27:50,759 --> 00:27:55,066
[iris]: suck len i'm a vet tech dealing
with the emotional turmoil of

853
00:27:55,397 --> 00:27:55,785
[jillian]: oh

854
00:27:55,768 --> 00:27:57,430
[iris]: ingot tech and my friend

855
00:27:57,224 --> 00:27:57,917
[jillian]: hm

856
00:27:57,530 --> 00:28:01,297
[iris]: says hey let's go to a gym
show there's one in san diego so it's

857
00:28:01,337 --> 00:28:06,626
[iris]: my first gem show ever and i'm
looking at all these crystals and i'm like

858
00:28:06,986 --> 00:28:10,152
[iris]: you know what succulent and crystals like
i feel like they go hand in hand

859
00:28:10,192 --> 00:28:15,401
[iris]: they're beautiful together why don't i offer
that on instagram as well because was doing

860
00:28:15,421 --> 00:28:20,914
[iris]: these little actions on instagram with a
seculants and so i bought my first crystals

861
00:28:21,034 --> 00:28:24,299
[iris]: ever i think it was fifty dollars
so when you said one

862
00:28:24,317 --> 00:28:24,479
[jillian]: wow

863
00:28:24,339 --> 00:28:25,361
[iris]: to two thousand like wasn't

864
00:28:25,590 --> 00:28:25,713
[jillian]: eh

865
00:28:25,701 --> 00:28:29,728
[iris]: it was fifty dollars and i remember
freaking out because remember i'm a that tech

866
00:28:29,768 --> 00:28:30,790
[iris]: i could barely make bills

867
00:28:30,656 --> 00:28:30,677
[jillian]: m

868
00:28:30,910 --> 00:28:31,571
[iris]: as is which is

869
00:28:31,607 --> 00:28:31,627
[jillian]: m

870
00:28:31,611 --> 00:28:32,172
[iris]: why i started

871
00:28:32,171 --> 00:28:32,837
[jillian]: hm

872
00:28:32,192 --> 00:28:35,318
[iris]: the secular business and here i am
spending fifty whole dollars

873
00:28:36,437 --> 00:28:36,720
[jillian]: yeah

874
00:28:36,580 --> 00:28:41,748
[iris]: stressed out and i get home and
put them on instagram like literally immediately like

875
00:28:41,808 --> 00:28:46,690
[iris]: as soon as i get hoe from
the gem show and they all sold immediately

876
00:28:47,492 --> 00:28:51,539
[iris]: and so i was like there's you
know there's something here obviously and so i

877
00:28:51,579 --> 00:28:56,507
[iris]: was doing both for a while ended
up transitioning just to selling crystals but during

878
00:28:56,587 --> 00:29:02,398
[iris]: this process i really didn't want to
be a vet tec anymore it was too

879
00:29:02,478 --> 00:29:07,928
[iris]: emotionally draining i realized yes i love
animals but seeing them you know suffering and

880
00:29:09,190 --> 00:29:09,430
[iris]: building

881
00:29:09,422 --> 00:29:09,443
[jillian]: h

882
00:29:09,470 --> 00:29:13,297
[iris]: this relationship especially when you're on in
college you see them every week and then

883
00:29:13,377 --> 00:29:16,382
[iris]: they die and it was just very
emotional it was just too much for me

884
00:29:16,663 --> 00:29:24,000
[iris]: and but i also didn't have the
faith at the time to leap fully into

885
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:27,464
[iris]: crystals like i was just so worried
that i would quit my job as a

886
00:29:27,524 --> 00:29:30,668
[iris]: vet tech i didn't want to do
it i was just going to keep doing

887
00:29:30,748 --> 00:29:37,846
[iris]: both the universe had another plan and
i severely injured my back when i was

888
00:29:37,906 --> 00:29:45,546
[iris]: working i was basically lifted a big
dog completely incorrectly and i tore um a

889
00:29:45,637 --> 00:29:45,738
[jillian]: of

890
00:29:45,667 --> 00:29:49,293
[iris]: lumbar one of the disks in my
lumbar i had a bulging disk in my

891
00:29:49,373 --> 00:29:54,813
[iris]: thoracic spine and basically i was stuck
recliner for a year

892
00:29:55,007 --> 00:29:55,027
[jillian]: m

893
00:29:55,850 --> 00:29:59,035
[iris]: not able to do any of the
things that i feel like my story is

894
00:29:59,155 --> 00:30:00,678
[iris]: kind of similar to you in the
fact that you

895
00:30:00,645 --> 00:30:01,277
[jillian]: hm

896
00:30:00,958 --> 00:30:05,285
[iris]: you get so depressed because here i
was you know here you were acting following

897
00:30:05,326 --> 00:30:05,886
[iris]: your passion

898
00:30:06,227 --> 00:30:08,606
[jillian]: mhm

899
00:30:06,347 --> 00:30:08,691
[iris]: here i was a very active pers
and i was going to the gym every

900
00:30:08,711 --> 00:30:12,135
[iris]: day yoga going on hikes and being
stuck indoors

901
00:30:11,897 --> 00:30:12,141
[jillian]: yeah

902
00:30:12,195 --> 00:30:12,976
[iris]: in a recliner

903
00:30:13,337 --> 00:30:14,117
[jillian]: yeah

904
00:30:13,657 --> 00:30:18,363
[iris]: and seriously crystals pulled me through that
because not only was i

905
00:30:18,329 --> 00:30:18,389
[jillian]: hm

906
00:30:18,463 --> 00:30:22,009
[iris]: focusing on offering that the other people
because i already thought they were amazing helping

907
00:30:22,049 --> 00:30:26,256
[iris]: me with my bed text stuff but
just their beauty their energy like they kept

908
00:30:26,517 --> 00:30:29,365
[iris]: me sane and so

909
00:30:29,409 --> 00:30:30,197
[jillian]: yeah

910
00:30:30,610 --> 00:30:33,474
[iris]: fast forward a year i ended up
going to a physical therapy program

911
00:30:33,437 --> 00:30:33,698
[jillian]: yeah

912
00:30:33,574 --> 00:30:38,792
[iris]: full time i'm now able i still
have chronic back pain t overall i'm better

913
00:30:39,454 --> 00:30:40,537
[iris]: in the sense of like i can

914
00:30:40,637 --> 00:30:41,001
[jillian]: oh

915
00:30:40,657 --> 00:30:42,743
[iris]: go on hikes and i can you
know i might not be able to

916
00:30:42,767 --> 00:30:43,008
[jillian]: oh

917
00:30:42,783 --> 00:30:46,531
[iris]: do the things i used to be
able to do but overall i'm a normal

918
00:30:46,611 --> 00:30:52,221
[iris]: person again um and then because of
that it just went full on crystals i

919
00:30:52,301 --> 00:30:55,707
[iris]: never i couldn't i can't go back
to being a vet tech but the really

920
00:30:55,510 --> 00:30:56,237
[jillian]: hm

921
00:30:55,767 --> 00:30:59,553
[iris]: cool thing for me is i crystals
and as you know i love teaching about

922
00:30:59,613 --> 00:31:06,244
[iris]: crystals and i love introducing people to
crystals but also animals still hold a special

923
00:31:06,284 --> 00:31:09,429
[iris]: place in my heart so this started
about a year and a half i think

924
00:31:09,530 --> 00:31:13,356
[iris]: ago i started for every life cell
i do i don't like announce it beforehand

925
00:31:13,436 --> 00:31:16,581
[iris]: but i am able to donate to
animals in need so that's still

926
00:31:16,457 --> 00:31:16,477
[jillian]: m

927
00:31:16,641 --> 00:31:18,525
[iris]: my little you know homage to

928
00:31:18,739 --> 00:31:18,840
[jillian]: hm

929
00:31:19,246 --> 00:31:20,648
[iris]: to animals is

930
00:31:20,765 --> 00:31:21,437
[jillian]: hm

931
00:31:21,209 --> 00:31:25,977
[iris]: through nature's creations were still able to
help nature and help

932
00:31:26,044 --> 00:31:26,064
[jillian]: m

933
00:31:26,097 --> 00:31:26,938
[iris]: these creatures so

934
00:31:27,678 --> 00:31:28,247
[jillian]: i love that

935
00:31:28,500 --> 00:31:29,388
[iris]: very long story

936
00:31:29,147 --> 00:31:29,550
[jillian]: yes

937
00:31:29,530 --> 00:31:30,940
[iris]: but that's

938
00:31:30,838 --> 00:31:31,000
[jillian]: and

939
00:31:30,981 --> 00:31:31,423
[iris]: where we are

940
00:31:31,937 --> 00:31:36,344
[jillian]: and how long have you because i
know for you the formations has always been

941
00:31:36,384 --> 00:31:40,371
[jillian]: the thing that interests you the most
and there's really not a lot of people

942
00:31:40,451 --> 00:31:45,159
[jillian]: who have written about formations besides some
of the basic some of the basic ones

943
00:31:45,179 --> 00:31:45,920
[jillian]: that that a lot of us in

944
00:31:45,940 --> 00:31:46,303
[iris]: polished

945
00:31:46,100 --> 00:31:47,362
[jillian]: the community already know right

946
00:31:47,352 --> 00:31:47,515
[iris]: yeah

947
00:31:47,423 --> 00:31:52,030
[jillian]: like liberians or nowchannelers or do is
that kind of thing um

948
00:31:51,853 --> 00:31:52,500
[iris]: hm

949
00:31:52,531 --> 00:31:56,809
[jillian]: what what was it that sparked spark
that interest for you

950
00:31:57,620 --> 00:31:59,403
[iris]: for me so when i first

951
00:31:59,468 --> 00:31:59,610
[jillian]: yeah

952
00:31:59,944 --> 00:32:02,889
[iris]: i had my first gem show and
then i learned that there was one also

953
00:32:03,009 --> 00:32:06,776
[iris]: down in the coast a mesa area
and i met this amazing family who i

954
00:32:06,936 --> 00:32:08,719
[iris]: still love today i still see them
whenever

955
00:32:08,657 --> 00:32:09,019
[jillian]: oh

956
00:32:08,779 --> 00:32:13,868
[iris]: i go to jim shows as the
brazilian family and the dad it's couple he's

957
00:32:14,128 --> 00:32:16,552
[iris]: i think there and if they ever
listen to this i'm sorry if

958
00:32:16,607 --> 00:32:17,028
[jillian]: oh

959
00:32:16,612 --> 00:32:19,156
[iris]: i'm getting your age is wrong i
want to stay there in their sixties

960
00:32:19,435 --> 00:32:19,997
[jillian]: yeah

961
00:32:20,358 --> 00:32:23,884
[iris]: and he also has son that sells
you know their vendors they sell crystals from

962
00:32:23,944 --> 00:32:29,113
[iris]: brazil and he was the first one
to ever introduce me to portals i was

963
00:32:29,333 --> 00:32:30,575
[iris]: it was one of my first times

964
00:32:30,587 --> 00:32:30,607
[jillian]: m

965
00:32:30,676 --> 00:32:34,061
[iris]: buying from him and i'm like i
really like this court christ and i initially

966
00:32:34,081 --> 00:32:36,004
[iris]: bought it to sell but you know
how that goes like oh

967
00:32:36,057 --> 00:32:36,218
[jillian]: yeah

968
00:32:36,065 --> 00:32:38,569
[iris]: yeah i'm going to turn around and
sell this and now i'm hoarding this and

969
00:32:38,609 --> 00:32:38,669
[iris]: i'm

970
00:32:38,877 --> 00:32:40,263
[jillian]: this one this one for me

971
00:32:40,812 --> 00:32:41,594
[iris]: still hoarding six

972
00:32:41,498 --> 00:32:42,347
[jillian]: yeah

973
00:32:41,694 --> 00:32:42,816
[iris]: years later but

974
00:32:42,949 --> 00:32:43,172
[jillian]: right

975
00:32:43,036 --> 00:32:46,001
[iris]: he was like oh this is a
portal and showed i'm like wait a minute

976
00:32:46,221 --> 00:32:52,632
[iris]: what is that and then i forget
he's cornucopia which is one that even still

977
00:32:52,692 --> 00:32:56,358
[iris]: hasn't been written about but i know
what it looks like and so i started

978
00:32:56,398 --> 00:33:04,225
[iris]: getting super into formations and likegoogling and
there isn't much information out there so i

979
00:33:04,325 --> 00:33:04,906
[iris]: just started

980
00:33:04,595 --> 00:33:05,267
[jillian]: hm

981
00:33:05,006 --> 00:33:09,212
[iris]: kind of for me it's a passion
of like oh this i keep seeing this

982
00:33:09,272 --> 00:33:12,236
[iris]: formation over and over in this formation
over and over but no one's written about

983
00:33:12,296 --> 00:33:16,903
[iris]: it what does this mean n during
the life sales i would always kind of

984
00:33:16,963 --> 00:33:20,028
[iris]: teach about like how to identify the
formation and people like oh wow

985
00:33:20,085 --> 00:33:20,657
[jillian]: hm

986
00:33:20,128 --> 00:33:24,595
[iris]: i've never you i've never heard this
before m no one's ever taught about this

987
00:33:24,676 --> 00:33:30,445
[iris]: can you write a book and so
for the longest time i've been resisting because

988
00:33:30,505 --> 00:33:33,070
[iris]: i feel like who am i to
write this book on formations like i just

989
00:33:33,110 --> 00:33:37,076
[iris]: love learning about it i don't i
don't necessarily want to like teaching about it

990
00:33:37,176 --> 00:33:38,659
[iris]: but who am i right

991
00:33:38,547 --> 00:33:40,650
[jillian]: but a lot of it you're channeling
at this point i mean you've

992
00:33:40,623 --> 00:33:40,803
[iris]: right

993
00:33:40,670 --> 00:33:41,031
[jillian]: been working

994
00:33:40,863 --> 00:33:41,124
[iris]: at this

995
00:33:41,071 --> 00:33:41,311
[jillian]: with them

996
00:33:41,224 --> 00:33:41,425
[iris]: point

997
00:33:41,411 --> 00:33:41,512
[jillian]: so

998
00:33:41,505 --> 00:33:41,585
[iris]: i'm

999
00:33:41,632 --> 00:33:42,273
[jillian]: long that they're

1000
00:33:42,126 --> 00:33:42,828
[iris]: exactly

1001
00:33:42,413 --> 00:33:43,875
[jillian]: they're letting you know what they're for

1002
00:33:44,110 --> 00:33:47,396
[iris]: right and so i finally have just
learned to it was a quote from a

1003
00:33:47,477 --> 00:33:51,645
[iris]: movie that i actually have written on
the mirror in my office and it's real

1004
00:33:51,865 --> 00:33:55,432
[iris]: leaders don't seek to be are called
in the answer

1005
00:33:55,406 --> 00:33:55,427
[jillian]: m

1006
00:33:56,315 --> 00:33:56,796
[iris]: and it's like

1007
00:33:56,729 --> 00:33:56,749
[jillian]: m

1008
00:33:56,856 --> 00:34:00,351
[iris]: it was this thing of yes it's
almost like the universe like yes we know

1009
00:34:00,391 --> 00:34:01,973
[iris]: you don't want to do this but
this is what

1010
00:34:01,877 --> 00:34:02,221
[jillian]: oh

1011
00:34:01,993 --> 00:34:06,196
[iris]: you're meant to do because people keep
asking you for the information and there's

1012
00:34:06,095 --> 00:34:06,767
[jillian]: hm

1013
00:34:06,236 --> 00:34:10,080
[iris]: nothing really out there there's only a
little bit of information out there so that's

1014
00:34:10,100 --> 00:34:10,481
[iris]: how i really

1015
00:34:10,331 --> 00:34:10,997
[jillian]: hm

1016
00:34:10,541 --> 00:34:14,908
[iris]: got into it and again it is
still just my passion and i'm currently still

1017
00:34:14,988 --> 00:34:18,594
[iris]: working on writing a book and i
have my encyclopedia on the website but it's

1018
00:34:18,634 --> 00:34:21,098
[iris]: still a work in progress but yet
it's

1019
00:34:21,727 --> 00:34:21,968
[jillian]: always

1020
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:22,100
[iris]: it's really

1021
00:34:22,048 --> 00:34:22,289
[jillian]: a work

1022
00:34:22,140 --> 00:34:22,521
[iris]: exciting

1023
00:34:22,350 --> 00:34:22,992
[jillian]: in progress

1024
00:34:22,982 --> 00:34:25,106
[iris]: right do we ever stop learning

1025
00:34:24,989 --> 00:34:25,131
[jillian]: no

1026
00:34:25,166 --> 00:34:26,108
[iris]: and teaching i don't know

1027
00:34:26,397 --> 00:34:27,547
[jillian]: can't stuff won't stop

1028
00:34:27,852 --> 00:34:29,074
[iris]: yeah so anyway

1029
00:34:28,937 --> 00:34:28,957
[jillian]: m

1030
00:34:29,515 --> 00:34:30,798
[iris]: that's my long

1031
00:34:31,117 --> 00:34:31,799
[jillian]: how has it been

1032
00:34:31,750 --> 00:34:31,953
[iris]: sorry

1033
00:34:31,879 --> 00:34:41,370
[jillian]: for you shifting from working with crystals
to being in service to them right telling

1034
00:34:41,590 --> 00:34:46,318
[jillian]: telling their stories you know for you
really the formations i know is your is

1035
00:34:46,358 --> 00:34:47,340
[jillian]: your lens but

1036
00:34:47,683 --> 00:34:48,210
[iris]: hm

1037
00:34:47,780 --> 00:34:52,217
[jillian]: how has that been going from like
these make me feel better too ye no

1038
00:34:52,458 --> 00:34:55,445
[jillian]: i am and you know and i
know there's like there's a combination of the

1039
00:34:55,525 --> 00:34:58,792
[jillian]: mental of like oh i can support
myself this way but there's also

1040
00:34:58,687 --> 00:34:59,280
[iris]: hm

1041
00:34:58,893 --> 00:35:02,919
[jillian]: this emotional crystals want me to do
this

1042
00:35:03,220 --> 00:35:03,482
[iris]: yes

1043
00:35:03,279 --> 00:35:06,705
[jillian]: you know i feel like like almost
going back to almost going back to the

1044
00:35:06,785 --> 00:35:07,947
[jillian]: alchemist right like he

1045
00:35:07,972 --> 00:35:08,760
[iris]: hm

1046
00:35:08,107 --> 00:35:10,011
[jillian]: really wanted to be a sheep herder
that's

1047
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:10,342
[iris]: right

1048
00:35:10,071 --> 00:35:12,374
[jillian]: what he wanted he literally like left

1049
00:35:12,180 --> 00:35:12,404
[iris]: yes

1050
00:35:12,495 --> 00:35:15,199
[jillian]: the family and was like i'm going
to be a sheep herder and the family

1051
00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:18,385
[jillian]: was like that's insane and he was
like i know but i'm doing it anyways

1052
00:35:18,240 --> 00:35:18,663
[iris]: yeah

1053
00:35:19,467 --> 00:35:22,292
[jillian]: and he goes and he's a sheep
herder and he's happy and he has his

1054
00:35:22,413 --> 00:35:27,581
[jillian]: freedom and then he has this his
dream and it is his personal legend and

1055
00:35:27,662 --> 00:35:29,765
[jillian]: it takes him across the world where
he ends up

1056
00:35:29,794 --> 00:35:30,300
[iris]: hm

1057
00:35:30,206 --> 00:35:33,732
[jillian]: experiencing the life he was always meant
to live but never knew that's what he

1058
00:35:33,812 --> 00:35:38,420
[jillian]: wanted and i feel like it it's
similar crystals it's like you and i each

1059
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:42,731
[jillian]: had our passions we had our dreams
and then life was like nope

1060
00:35:42,720 --> 00:35:42,801
[iris]: no

1061
00:35:43,598 --> 00:35:43,800
[jillian]: and i

1062
00:35:43,806 --> 00:35:44,469
[iris]: not doing that

1063
00:35:45,557 --> 00:35:50,124
[jillian]: i know for me it very much
feels like the crystals themselves were the ones

1064
00:35:50,205 --> 00:35:54,111
[jillian]: that said hey i need you to
do this

1065
00:35:54,660 --> 00:35:54,680
[iris]: m

1066
00:35:54,692 --> 00:35:58,319
[jillian]: and i was like are you sure
and they were like yes and i was

1067
00:35:58,379 --> 00:35:59,402
[jillian]: like okay

1068
00:35:59,140 --> 00:35:59,541
[iris]: okay

1069
00:35:59,683 --> 00:36:00,004
[jillian]: here

1070
00:36:00,624 --> 00:36:01,225
[iris]: trustful

1071
00:36:00,706 --> 00:36:02,712
[jillian]: here we go i guess it

1072
00:36:02,709 --> 00:36:02,770
[iris]: or

1073
00:36:02,792 --> 00:36:03,093
[jillian]: was

1074
00:36:03,010 --> 00:36:03,311
[iris]: for me

1075
00:36:03,213 --> 00:36:03,494
[jillian]: you know

1076
00:36:03,492 --> 00:36:04,594
[iris]: like literal full

1077
00:36:04,837 --> 00:36:07,060
[jillian]: because with the you know like you're
mentioning the money before but like

1078
00:36:07,260 --> 00:36:07,422
[iris]: yeah

1079
00:36:07,341 --> 00:36:10,586
[jillian]: that was basically almost the i mean
i was an actor like i wasn't

1080
00:36:10,451 --> 00:36:10,615
[iris]: yeah

1081
00:36:10,626 --> 00:36:13,371
[jillian]: making a ton of money especially musical
theater you make nothing

1082
00:36:13,661 --> 00:36:13,843
[iris]: yeah

1083
00:36:15,294 --> 00:36:18,644
[jillian]: so i mean that was almost the
tirty of my savings which is why my

1084
00:36:18,704 --> 00:36:20,873
[jillian]: partner was like i don't think you
should do this and i

1085
00:36:20,863 --> 00:36:21,067
[iris]: right

1086
00:36:20,993 --> 00:36:21,214
[jillian]: said

1087
00:36:22,820 --> 00:36:22,920
[iris]: it's

1088
00:36:22,917 --> 00:36:23,017
[jillian]: i'm

1089
00:36:22,961 --> 00:36:23,282
[iris]: happened

1090
00:36:23,097 --> 00:36:23,417
[jillian]: doing

1091
00:36:23,322 --> 00:36:23,363
[iris]: in

1092
00:36:23,798 --> 00:36:23,878
[jillian]: it's

1093
00:36:23,905 --> 00:36:24,106
[iris]: yeah

1094
00:36:23,938 --> 00:36:27,522
[jillian]: happening whether you like it or not
whether i like it or not

1095
00:36:27,431 --> 00:36:27,833
[iris]: right

1096
00:36:27,702 --> 00:36:34,139
[jillian]: it's happening so how has that been
for you shifting from the i don't using

1097
00:36:34,179 --> 00:36:39,309
[jillian]: isn't the right word but using crystals
to benefit yourself right to to

1098
00:36:39,234 --> 00:36:39,780
[iris]: hm

1099
00:36:39,409 --> 00:36:41,714
[jillian]: help yourself to heal yourself to

1100
00:36:41,648 --> 00:36:42,180
[iris]: hm

1101
00:36:43,167 --> 00:36:45,649
[jillian]: being in service to them you

1102
00:36:45,580 --> 00:36:45,741
[iris]: yeah

1103
00:36:45,669 --> 00:36:49,672
[jillian]: know and i know we say selling
and selling has its own connotation that

1104
00:36:49,671 --> 00:36:50,295
[iris]: yes

1105
00:36:49,692 --> 00:36:50,813
[jillian]: we'll talk about later but

1106
00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:51,363
[iris]: right

1107
00:36:50,933 --> 00:36:56,808
[jillian]: but but being able to provide crystal
and tools to the

1108
00:36:56,823 --> 00:36:57,390
[iris]: hm

1109
00:36:56,848 --> 00:36:59,371
[jillian]: people who need them who didn't have
access to them before

1110
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:00,990
[iris]: yeah

1111
00:37:00,232 --> 00:37:03,155
[jillian]: and the education about crystals how has
that shift been for you

1112
00:37:03,870 --> 00:37:07,155
[iris]: for me it's i don't even know

1113
00:37:07,169 --> 00:37:07,374
[jillian]: okay

1114
00:37:07,215 --> 00:37:09,058
[iris]: how to explain the feeling in my
heart

1115
00:37:08,957 --> 00:37:09,264
[jillian]: oh

1116
00:37:09,299 --> 00:37:10,641
[iris]: it's a huge

1117
00:37:10,277 --> 00:37:10,520
[jillian]: oh

1118
00:37:11,442 --> 00:37:11,643
[iris]: like

1119
00:37:11,447 --> 00:37:11,674
[jillian]: oh

1120
00:37:12,384 --> 00:37:13,546
[iris]: many a

1121
00:37:13,579 --> 00:37:14,387
[jillian]: oh

1122
00:37:13,746 --> 00:37:14,708
[iris]: huge honor

1123
00:37:14,477 --> 00:37:14,497
[jillian]: m

1124
00:37:16,270 --> 00:37:20,337
[iris]: because you're not only not only have
crystals affected me so great that i get

1125
00:37:20,397 --> 00:37:24,404
[iris]: to share that with others and i'm
sure you experience to the heartfelt messages you

1126
00:37:24,444 --> 00:37:25,005
[iris]: get from people

1127
00:37:25,060 --> 00:37:25,100
[jillian]: hm

1128
00:37:25,786 --> 00:37:29,192
[iris]: some of these people have been with
me since the succulent date so that's seven

1129
00:37:29,252 --> 00:37:33,058
[iris]: years you know because i started six
years ago with crystals and they've been with

1130
00:37:33,139 --> 00:37:38,067
[iris]: me that long and i get these
heartfelt messages of how they receive a crystal

1131
00:37:38,167 --> 00:37:42,935
[iris]: from me and it's like ve met
their lifelong lost not lost love but like

1132
00:37:43,175 --> 00:37:46,040
[iris]: this inner knowing that they were meant
to be together and they just

1133
00:37:46,067 --> 00:37:46,087
[jillian]: m

1134
00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:51,810
[iris]: have to get to be the facilitator
of that and those types of experiences you

1135
00:37:51,890 --> 00:37:58,227
[iris]: cannot describe in words like the amount
of gratitude it is it's huge and not

1136
00:37:58,267 --> 00:38:03,916
[iris]: to mention through these crystals the relationships
that we've built and i know you've experience

1137
00:38:03,976 --> 00:38:05,479
[iris]: that as well with i

1138
00:38:05,532 --> 00:38:06,257
[jillian]: hm

1139
00:38:05,579 --> 00:38:09,205
[iris]: always have felt funny calling them customers
because there my friends

1140
00:38:08,989 --> 00:38:09,152
[jillian]: yeah

1141
00:38:09,285 --> 00:38:10,427
[iris]: now they're probably

1142
00:38:10,381 --> 00:38:10,462
[jillian]: hm

1143
00:38:10,467 --> 00:38:16,292
[iris]: some of my closest friends because they're
my you know i don't like we're using

1144
00:38:16,352 --> 00:38:20,799
[iris]: the word soul tribe because of that
connotation but they're my soul people they're my

1145
00:38:20,919 --> 00:38:21,320
[iris]: family

1146
00:38:21,114 --> 00:38:21,707
[jillian]: hm

1147
00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:26,889
[iris]: and so for me it's just been
a huge honor and yeah i mean how

1148
00:38:26,929 --> 00:38:27,069
[iris]: about

1149
00:38:28,828 --> 00:38:31,110
[jillian]: i would say i mean i would
say it's the same

1150
00:38:31,401 --> 00:38:31,584
[iris]: yeah

1151
00:38:31,671 --> 00:38:36,176
[jillian]: i i if any of you know
human designer i'm a manifestor so i will

1152
00:38:37,467 --> 00:38:41,097
[jillian]: take these i get these urges and
it's like i'm taking this sleep and i

1153
00:38:41,137 --> 00:38:48,693
[jillian]: have absolutely no idea why and then
when the universe catches me when when things

1154
00:38:48,833 --> 00:38:53,371
[jillian]: settle out it's it's so clear why
i needed to take those steps

1155
00:38:53,988 --> 00:38:54,600
[iris]: hm

1156
00:38:54,213 --> 00:39:00,944
[jillian]: and we all as human beings are
constantly you know as beings are constantly affecting

1157
00:39:00,984 --> 00:39:07,154
[jillian]: each other but being able who provide
a space a container for people to come

1158
00:39:07,896 --> 00:39:10,500
[jillian]: and be curious and

1159
00:39:11,055 --> 00:39:11,640
[iris]: hm

1160
00:39:11,101 --> 00:39:16,871
[jillian]: learn and especially for for those now
you know the internet as been so so

1161
00:39:16,931 --> 00:39:22,059
[jillian]: amazing in this way people who are
in places where they feel really isolated where

1162
00:39:22,099 --> 00:39:25,385
[jillian]: there isn't you know you're not los
angelos and we don't have this giant like

1163
00:39:25,465 --> 00:39:29,839
[jillian]: woo community in totally fine and like
everyone's using crystals there's a lot of places

1164
00:39:29,899 --> 00:39:35,257
[jillian]: still in the world where that's not
that people think you're weird and being able

1165
00:39:35,317 --> 00:39:40,145
[jillian]: to create a space through the live
sales you

1166
00:39:40,124 --> 00:39:40,710
[iris]: hm

1167
00:39:40,185 --> 00:39:42,690
[jillian]: know people tuning in even though they're
not buying anything

1168
00:39:42,700 --> 00:39:43,023
[iris]: yes

1169
00:39:42,710 --> 00:39:44,092
[jillian]: they're still tuning in just

1170
00:39:44,102 --> 00:39:44,529
[iris]: right

1171
00:39:44,212 --> 00:39:46,796
[jillian]: because they're part of the community now

1172
00:39:47,754 --> 00:39:48,360
[iris]: hm

1173
00:39:48,299 --> 00:39:55,714
[jillian]: and watching clients of clients of mind
connect with crystals so deeply that they then

1174
00:39:55,794 --> 00:39:59,741
[jillian]: become crystal healers or or even if
it has nothing to do with crystals i

1175
00:39:59,781 --> 00:40:05,225
[jillian]: mean it's same like the messages that
we get i was living this life and

1176
00:40:05,266 --> 00:40:10,512
[jillian]: then because of this crystal working with
this crystal i now know that's not for

1177
00:40:10,572 --> 00:40:13,558
[jillian]: me and this is for me and
i'm happier than i've ever been

1178
00:40:13,449 --> 00:40:13,470
[iris]: m

1179
00:40:13,618 --> 00:40:17,065
[jillian]: before and being able to witness

1180
00:40:17,580 --> 00:40:17,980
[iris]: yes

1181
00:40:18,697 --> 00:40:19,157
[jillian]: hundreds

1182
00:40:18,822 --> 00:40:19,824
[iris]: exactly

1183
00:40:19,257 --> 00:40:20,539
[jillian]: if not thousands if

1184
00:40:20,626 --> 00:40:21,227
[iris]: right

1185
00:40:20,659 --> 00:40:26,685
[jillian]: not tens of thousands of people go
through these through these shifts and you know

1186
00:40:26,745 --> 00:40:27,085
[jillian]: sometimes

1187
00:40:26,798 --> 00:40:27,390
[iris]: hm

1188
00:40:27,126 --> 00:40:30,500
[jillian]: people like we'll disappear for a while
and then we'll come back and there lie

1189
00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:32,202
[jillian]: you won't believe what i've experienced

1190
00:40:32,140 --> 00:40:32,604
[iris]: yes

1191
00:40:32,322 --> 00:40:38,705
[jillian]: and and it's it's so yeah there's
nothing but gratitude it's so it's so heartening

1192
00:40:38,805 --> 00:40:47,098
[jillian]: to know that i have been of
service allowing crystals to become more mainstream and

1193
00:40:47,138 --> 00:40:47,719
[jillian]: i know i'm not i'm

1194
00:40:47,623 --> 00:40:48,210
[iris]: hm

1195
00:40:47,739 --> 00:40:50,804
[jillian]: not the only one by by any
means where were you know a bunch of

1196
00:40:50,884 --> 00:40:56,474
[jillian]: us but for those of us who
were starting five seven years ago this wasn't

1197
00:40:56,594 --> 00:40:57,696
[jillian]: a thing like crystal

1198
00:40:57,778 --> 00:40:58,350
[iris]: hm

1199
00:40:57,816 --> 00:41:00,063
[jillian]: like a to store was weird it
was like

1200
00:41:00,310 --> 00:41:00,472
[iris]: yeah

1201
00:41:00,384 --> 00:41:01,328
[jillian]: the witchy store

1202
00:41:01,580 --> 00:41:01,944
[iris]: right

1203
00:41:01,749 --> 00:41:02,010
[jillian]: right

1204
00:41:02,430 --> 00:41:02,793
[iris]: right

1205
00:41:02,572 --> 00:41:09,831
[jillian]: and so having it now be this
thing that's talked about in vogue and bustle

1206
00:41:10,011 --> 00:41:10,452
[jillian]: and like

1207
00:41:10,951 --> 00:41:11,134
[iris]: yeah

1208
00:41:11,014 --> 00:41:16,783
[jillian]: you know even politicians are like wearing
crystal jewelry and it's just it's become this

1209
00:41:16,843 --> 00:41:22,532
[jillian]: thing that is that is so normalized
and that's so beautiful and i think crystals

1210
00:41:22,572 --> 00:41:27,567
[jillian]: themselves are it's like austral in a
way it's like it's like this gateway

1211
00:41:28,170 --> 00:41:28,332
[iris]: yeah

1212
00:41:28,909 --> 00:41:29,489
[jillian]: a good gateway

1213
00:41:29,341 --> 00:41:30,326
[iris]: good gateway yeah

1214
00:41:30,491 --> 00:41:38,090
[jillian]: good portal a good gateway to being
more open to the non physical because it's

1215
00:41:38,110 --> 00:41:41,295
[jillian]: like here is this pretty pretty crystal
and

1216
00:41:41,329 --> 00:41:41,880
[iris]: hm

1217
00:41:41,335 --> 00:41:45,783
[jillian]: like you can enjoy it because it's
beautiful or you can connect to it and

1218
00:41:46,444 --> 00:41:50,993
[jillian]: hear the message that it had you
can partner with it and change your life

1219
00:41:51,253 --> 00:41:51,474
[jillian]: and i

1220
00:41:51,510 --> 00:41:52,591
[iris]: i love watching

1221
00:41:52,516 --> 00:41:52,616
[jillian]: and

1222
00:41:52,651 --> 00:41:52,971
[iris]: that

1223
00:41:53,298 --> 00:41:53,438
[jillian]: it's

1224
00:41:53,552 --> 00:41:53,812
[iris]: first

1225
00:41:53,638 --> 00:41:53,879
[jillian]: such

1226
00:41:53,932 --> 00:41:54,333
[iris]: hand

1227
00:41:53,939 --> 00:41:55,262
[jillian]: a beautiful

1228
00:41:55,114 --> 00:41:55,694
[iris]: did you have

1229
00:41:55,683 --> 00:41:55,843
[jillian]: thing

1230
00:41:55,734 --> 00:41:55,814
[iris]: the

1231
00:41:55,883 --> 00:41:55,963
[jillian]: to

1232
00:41:55,895 --> 00:41:56,575
[iris]: experience

1233
00:41:56,003 --> 00:41:56,404
[jillian]: witness

1234
00:41:56,715 --> 00:42:02,131
[iris]: this is something that i used to
say during live sales because people especially when

1235
00:42:02,151 --> 00:42:05,577
[iris]: they were coming from my sect as
my seculent customers and switching over

1236
00:42:05,475 --> 00:42:06,047
[jillian]: hm

1237
00:42:05,657 --> 00:42:09,924
[iris]: to like oh it was always the
crystal heart the little crystal

1238
00:42:09,759 --> 00:42:10,100
[jillian]: the little

1239
00:42:10,045 --> 00:42:10,405
[iris]: heart

1240
00:42:10,140 --> 00:42:10,781
[jillian]: baby ones

1241
00:42:10,786 --> 00:42:15,874
[iris]: that was like four dollars or stick
okay you know i'll just take that little

1242
00:42:15,954 --> 00:42:16,856
[iris]: heart i mean

1243
00:42:16,817 --> 00:42:16,977
[jillian]: oh

1244
00:42:17,116 --> 00:42:20,883
[iris]: it's pretty sure and then those customers
like fast forward a couple of years

1245
00:42:20,826 --> 00:42:20,927
[jillian]: yeah

1246
00:42:20,963 --> 00:42:21,203
[iris]: later

1247
00:42:21,167 --> 00:42:21,468
[jillian]: oh

1248
00:42:21,283 --> 00:42:24,709
[iris]: and they're like they have a bigger
collection than than i do a gateway

1249
00:42:24,705 --> 00:42:25,637
[jillian]: hm

1250
00:42:24,809 --> 00:42:28,294
[iris]: draw is that little crystal heart but
i think it's true it's like initially that

1251
00:42:28,394 --> 00:42:32,379
[iris]: beauty and then they start to realize
the emotional effects that it has on them

1252
00:42:32,925 --> 00:42:33,557
[jillian]: hm

1253
00:42:33,450 --> 00:42:36,996
[iris]: yeah totally what a journey so

1254
00:42:37,027 --> 00:42:37,749
[jillian]: what a journey

1255
00:42:38,158 --> 00:42:41,183
[iris]: how about you and what has led
you

1256
00:42:41,597 --> 00:42:41,739
[jillian]: ye

1257
00:42:41,683 --> 00:42:45,730
[iris]: to being this being in service to
crystals i love that that term at first

1258
00:42:45,770 --> 00:42:49,456
[iris]: when you asked me im lie wat
do you mean by that oh okay so

1259
00:42:49,617 --> 00:42:56,328
[iris]: from that to wanting to start a
podcast what was the like the little light

1260
00:42:56,368 --> 00:42:57,029
[iris]: bulb for you

1261
00:42:56,936 --> 00:43:04,161
[jillian]: m so i i wanted to i
had an idea to start a podcast like

1262
00:43:04,201 --> 00:43:04,402
[jillian]: this

1263
00:43:04,530 --> 00:43:05,220
[iris]: yeah

1264
00:43:04,822 --> 00:43:10,752
[jillian]: in january twenty twenty i even i
even announced it i had it was a

1265
00:43:10,772 --> 00:43:15,590
[jillian]: different name but i announced it to
you know on instagram

1266
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:16,162
[iris]: i didn't even know that

1267
00:43:16,352 --> 00:43:20,321
[jillian]: yeah i announced it i announced it
in the stories on instagram it was like

1268
00:43:20,362 --> 00:43:24,591
[jillian]: a big deal people knew about it
and i was working on it and i

1269
00:43:24,631 --> 00:43:30,798
[jillian]: was lining up guests i outlined all
these these episodes and and then covid hit

1270
00:43:31,290 --> 00:43:31,310
[iris]: m

1271
00:43:31,439 --> 00:43:35,085
[jillian]: and i couldn't i none of the
employes could come to work but we wanted

1272
00:43:35,145 --> 00:43:39,312
[jillian]: to at least still pay them if
we could and so l and i and

1273
00:43:39,352 --> 00:43:46,622
[jillian]: we had one packer who still stayed
stayed on you know on on the clock

1274
00:43:46,743 --> 00:43:47,123
[jillian]: so to speak

1275
00:43:47,903 --> 00:43:48,510
[iris]: hm

1276
00:43:48,606 --> 00:43:53,414
[jillian]: so but mainly my my spouse and
i we did everything we took on everyone's

1277
00:43:53,494 --> 00:43:57,483
[jillian]: job so we still kept doing the
lives we did all the in voicing we

1278
00:43:57,643 --> 00:43:57,724
[jillian]: did

1279
00:43:57,650 --> 00:43:57,790
[iris]: there

1280
00:43:57,764 --> 00:43:57,864
[jillian]: all

1281
00:43:57,830 --> 00:43:57,930
[iris]: was

1282
00:43:57,884 --> 00:43:58,305
[jillian]: the customers

1283
00:43:58,191 --> 00:43:58,291
[iris]: no

1284
00:43:58,385 --> 00:43:58,847
[jillian]: service

1285
00:43:58,391 --> 00:43:59,773
[iris]: room for podcast zero

1286
00:43:59,829 --> 00:43:59,990
[jillian]: there

1287
00:43:59,893 --> 00:44:00,074
[iris]: room

1288
00:44:00,050 --> 00:44:00,832
[jillian]: was no

1289
00:44:01,136 --> 00:44:01,436
[iris]: and that's

1290
00:44:01,514 --> 00:44:01,534
[jillian]: i

1291
00:44:01,536 --> 00:44:01,757
[iris]: also

1292
00:44:01,574 --> 00:44:01,814
[jillian]: mean a

1293
00:44:01,877 --> 00:44:05,062
[iris]: i feel like when the big crystal
boom happened like a big part

1294
00:44:04,958 --> 00:44:05,179
[jillian]: yes

1295
00:44:05,122 --> 00:44:05,763
[iris]: of it happened

1296
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:05,880
[jillian]: yes

1297
00:44:05,883 --> 00:44:07,446
[iris]: during covid because everyone stuck

1298
00:44:07,383 --> 00:44:07,443
[jillian]: h

1299
00:44:07,526 --> 00:44:09,790
[iris]: at home they're all feeling horrible and

1300
00:44:10,191 --> 00:44:10,817
[jillian]: hm

1301
00:44:10,370 --> 00:44:12,192
[iris]: stressed and you know all this stuff

1302
00:44:12,238 --> 00:44:12,298
[jillian]: hm

1303
00:44:12,273 --> 00:44:13,374
[iris]: going anxiety

1304
00:44:13,342 --> 00:44:13,764
[jillian]: and i think

1305
00:44:13,714 --> 00:44:14,675
[iris]: and yeah

1306
00:44:14,707 --> 00:44:14,947
[jillian]: people

1307
00:44:14,915 --> 00:44:15,256
[iris]: crystals

1308
00:44:15,167 --> 00:44:15,428
[jillian]: turned

1309
00:44:15,316 --> 00:44:15,596
[iris]: came in

1310
00:44:16,089 --> 00:44:20,015
[jillian]: yeah it was like it was plants
plant like pot like house plants and crystals

1311
00:44:19,911 --> 00:44:21,803
[iris]: crystals for sure totally

1312
00:44:21,578 --> 00:44:26,406
[jillian]: um and meditation i mean i think
all all of these things became so much

1313
00:44:26,446 --> 00:44:29,010
[jillian]: more mainstream because what else you're stuck
at home hat are you going to do

1314
00:44:29,291 --> 00:44:29,812
[jillian]: you have to be

1315
00:44:29,824 --> 00:44:30,450
[iris]: hm

1316
00:44:29,852 --> 00:44:31,034
[jillian]: able to process this

1317
00:44:31,391 --> 00:44:31,654
[iris]: right

1318
00:44:31,675 --> 00:44:38,773
[jillian]: so people started looking for for tools
so but you know the podcast just got

1319
00:44:38,913 --> 00:44:40,899
[jillian]: put put on the wayside and the
truth

1320
00:44:40,813 --> 00:44:41,400
[iris]: hm

1321
00:44:40,959 --> 00:44:46,130
[jillian]: of the matter is after even after
things calm down even after our employes were

1322
00:44:46,170 --> 00:44:49,616
[jillian]: able to work again and the one
employe who worked wasn't coming to us we

1323
00:44:49,696 --> 00:44:53,523
[jillian]: literally were bringing boxes leaving them on
her front doorstep

1324
00:44:53,330 --> 00:44:54,074
[iris]: oh my goodness

1325
00:44:53,883 --> 00:44:54,164
[jillian]: we would

1326
00:44:54,114 --> 00:44:54,234
[iris]: how

1327
00:44:54,264 --> 00:44:54,504
[jillian]: back

1328
00:44:54,375 --> 00:44:54,656
[iris]: funny

1329
00:44:54,605 --> 00:44:58,832
[jillian]: away six feet and then she would
open her door and take the boxes inside

1330
00:44:58,702 --> 00:44:58,964
[iris]: spray

1331
00:44:58,872 --> 00:44:59,112
[jillian]: we did

1332
00:44:59,024 --> 00:44:59,507
[iris]: him down

1333
00:44:59,733 --> 00:45:02,518
[jillian]: we did i mean well well we
did like we did the live sale we

1334
00:45:02,558 --> 00:45:03,499
[jillian]: did invoiced we did everything

1335
00:45:03,573 --> 00:45:03,693
[iris]: oh

1336
00:45:03,620 --> 00:45:04,140
[jillian]: gloved

1337
00:45:03,753 --> 00:45:04,515
[iris]: my goodness

1338
00:45:04,261 --> 00:45:04,481
[jillian]: like

1339
00:45:04,936 --> 00:45:05,137
[iris]: wow

1340
00:45:05,162 --> 00:45:08,468
[jillian]: i mean we we had to yes
that was that was based ally the only

1341
00:45:08,528 --> 00:45:13,115
[jillian]: way that we were able to continue
for those for those who were concerned about

1342
00:45:13,516 --> 00:45:16,461
[jillian]: still having some they were we didn't
actually interact with

1343
00:45:16,369 --> 00:45:16,410
[iris]: uh

1344
00:45:16,481 --> 00:45:18,625
[jillian]: them we just waved waved through glass

1345
00:45:18,832 --> 00:45:19,213
[iris]: thank you

1346
00:45:20,797 --> 00:45:27,377
[jillian]: but the business didn't slow it didn't
slow down and so i never actually never

1347
00:45:27,437 --> 00:45:29,341
[jillian]: got to take a break so like

1348
00:45:29,559 --> 00:45:29,580
[iris]: m

1349
00:45:29,661 --> 00:45:32,205
[jillian]: you know a lot of people were
able to have that that you

1350
00:45:32,180 --> 00:45:32,620
[iris]: same

1351
00:45:32,245 --> 00:45:32,846
[jillian]: know that that

1352
00:45:32,801 --> 00:45:33,762
[iris]: sister safe

1353
00:45:33,407 --> 00:45:35,891
[jillian]: that period during covid where they

1354
00:45:35,825 --> 00:45:36,006
[iris]: not

1355
00:45:35,952 --> 00:45:36,072
[jillian]: just

1356
00:45:36,086 --> 00:45:36,667
[iris]: complaining

1357
00:45:36,112 --> 00:45:36,573
[jillian]: got to like

1358
00:45:36,747 --> 00:45:37,187
[iris]: but yes

1359
00:45:36,973 --> 00:45:37,654
[jillian]: do yoga

1360
00:45:37,328 --> 00:45:37,908
[iris]: i get that

1361
00:45:38,035 --> 00:45:39,318
[jillian]: the computer all that

1362
00:45:39,217 --> 00:45:39,460
[iris]: right

1363
00:45:40,201 --> 00:45:40,522
[jillian]: we didn't

1364
00:45:40,470 --> 00:45:40,731
[iris]: we were

1365
00:45:40,622 --> 00:45:40,903
[jillian]: we didn't

1366
00:45:40,791 --> 00:45:41,153
[iris]: slammed

1367
00:45:40,943 --> 00:45:41,325
[jillian]: have that

1368
00:45:41,636 --> 00:45:41,817
[iris]: yeah

1369
00:45:42,327 --> 00:45:46,356
[jillian]: we were slamming continued to be slammed
and i was so run down that i

1370
00:45:46,416 --> 00:45:48,721
[jillian]: mean the podcast was just like on
the back burner

1371
00:45:49,418 --> 00:45:50,010
[iris]: hm

1372
00:45:49,443 --> 00:45:53,970
[jillian]: and then i know i mean i
knew you know this part of the story

1373
00:45:54,070 --> 00:45:58,838
[jillian]: so when i had a question for
iris about about something else and so we

1374
00:45:59,199 --> 00:46:03,546
[jillian]: we met on zoom and we were
talking and then she started telling me about

1375
00:46:03,586 --> 00:46:04,388
[jillian]: this podcast

1376
00:46:04,590 --> 00:46:06,480
[iris]: yeah

1377
00:46:04,809 --> 00:46:06,312
[jillian]: tea that she had and he was
like an every time i

1378
00:46:06,750 --> 00:46:07,860
[iris]: yeah

1379
00:46:07,013 --> 00:46:10,950
[jillian]: every time i think about it i
just keep thinking of you maybe you should

1380
00:46:10,990 --> 00:46:13,474
[jillian]: be like my first guest and i
was likewelltel me about the podcast

1381
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:13,803
[iris]: oh

1382
00:46:13,514 --> 00:46:15,617
[jillian]: and so she did and i was
like hold up

1383
00:46:15,739 --> 00:46:15,780
[iris]: ah

1384
00:46:16,238 --> 00:46:19,524
[jillian]: and i shared my screen and i
showed the outline and they were basically the

1385
00:46:19,584 --> 00:46:20,746
[jillian]: identical podcast and

1386
00:46:20,772 --> 00:46:20,935
[iris]: yeah

1387
00:46:20,786 --> 00:46:22,834
[jillian]: so both i think we both knew
this was

1388
00:46:23,103 --> 00:46:24,307
[iris]: do you want to be my co
host

1389
00:46:24,507 --> 00:46:24,667
[jillian]: yeah

1390
00:46:24,608 --> 00:46:24,788
[iris]: let's

1391
00:46:24,708 --> 00:46:24,868
[jillian]: let's

1392
00:46:24,869 --> 00:46:24,989
[iris]: be

1393
00:46:24,928 --> 00:46:25,029
[jillian]: do

1394
00:46:25,069 --> 00:46:25,190
[iris]: each

1395
00:46:25,109 --> 00:46:25,189
[jillian]: it

1396
00:46:25,250 --> 00:46:25,410
[iris]: other

1397
00:46:25,350 --> 00:46:28,080
[jillian]: we're doing we're doing this right we're
going to do it

1398
00:46:28,572 --> 00:46:28,918
[iris]: ah

1399
00:46:30,077 --> 00:46:33,201
[jillian]: but i know a big part of
that at least for me now from what

1400
00:46:33,221 --> 00:46:40,359
[jillian]: we've we've spoke about you know together
i think at least i fice on my

1401
00:46:40,601 --> 00:46:48,292
[jillian]: end ah i feel like what i
did in terms of live sales is done

1402
00:46:49,597 --> 00:46:49,857
[jillian]: which is

1403
00:46:49,989 --> 00:46:50,010
[iris]: m

1404
00:46:50,278 --> 00:46:52,824
[jillian]: a weird a weird thing to say
and i still have like

1405
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:53,581
[iris]: yeah

1406
00:46:53,586 --> 00:46:53,787
[jillian]: feel

1407
00:46:53,882 --> 00:46:54,666
[iris]: a little anxiety

1408
00:46:54,308 --> 00:46:54,729
[jillian]: feel in my

1409
00:46:54,726 --> 00:46:54,927
[iris]: about

1410
00:46:54,809 --> 00:46:55,030
[jillian]: heart

1411
00:46:54,988 --> 00:46:55,209
[iris]: that

1412
00:46:56,874 --> 00:47:04,669
[jillian]: but i did live sales for five
years that's insane five years

1413
00:47:04,546 --> 00:47:04,907
[iris]: i know

1414
00:47:04,790 --> 00:47:09,234
[jillian]: almost weekly for five years two days
a week at that that's a lot

1415
00:47:08,980 --> 00:47:09,341
[iris]: that is a

1416
00:47:09,334 --> 00:47:09,375
[jillian]: of

1417
00:47:09,442 --> 00:47:09,703
[iris]: lot

1418
00:47:09,475 --> 00:47:09,835
[jillian]: energy

1419
00:47:10,385 --> 00:47:10,626
[iris]: yeah

1420
00:47:11,357 --> 00:47:16,002
[jillian]: and throughout covid where we had you
know thousands of people tuning it in every

1421
00:47:16,082 --> 00:47:18,644
[jillian]: life sale which was holding

1422
00:47:18,422 --> 00:47:19,292
[iris]: craziness

1423
00:47:18,704 --> 00:47:19,966
[jillian]: space for a lot of people

1424
00:47:20,440 --> 00:47:20,625
[iris]: yeah

1425
00:47:21,277 --> 00:47:29,682
[jillian]: but i was i was brought on
to coteacha a course um last year by

1426
00:47:29,722 --> 00:47:35,663
[jillian]: the time this airs it'll be last
year and it was on how to start

1427
00:47:36,577 --> 00:47:39,642
[jillian]: a crystal business and at first i
didn't want to do it i was like

1428
00:47:39,742 --> 00:47:43,528
[jillian]: oh what if it makes more competition
and then part of me was like yeah

1429
00:47:43,628 --> 00:47:44,490
[jillian]: scarcity is not a thing

1430
00:47:45,298 --> 00:47:45,870
[iris]: hm

1431
00:47:45,612 --> 00:47:49,318
[jillian]: and so i went ahead and and
i did it and it fell it really

1432
00:47:49,378 --> 00:47:50,800
[jillian]: felt to me like that was the
shift

1433
00:47:51,763 --> 00:47:52,410
[iris]: hm

1434
00:47:52,824 --> 00:47:57,411
[jillian]: for the business but also for me
energetically i was like yeah i'm i'm done

1435
00:47:57,572 --> 00:48:02,838
[jillian]: like we did this thing we did
it for a link of time now other

1436
00:48:02,918 --> 00:48:07,024
[jillian]: people are doing it now there's now
there isn't just a handful of live sales

1437
00:48:07,065 --> 00:48:12,193
[jillian]: that people can tune into now i'm
not the only one who's talking about metaphysical

1438
00:48:12,233 --> 00:48:13,155
[jillian]: properties and all of my

1439
00:48:13,161 --> 00:48:13,504
[iris]: right

1440
00:48:13,255 --> 00:48:20,057
[jillian]: posts and all of my stories and
and and in the lives themselves like still

1441
00:48:20,137 --> 00:48:22,744
[jillian]: talk is a thing like there's billions

1442
00:48:22,213 --> 00:48:22,800
[iris]: hm

1443
00:48:22,824 --> 00:48:26,895
[jillian]: and billions and billions of people talking
like our posts anyways or

1444
00:48:27,303 --> 00:48:27,930
[iris]: hm

1445
00:48:27,567 --> 00:48:29,297
[jillian]: you know tik tok is like

1446
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:29,660
[iris]: m

1447
00:48:29,878 --> 00:48:31,120
[jillian]: talking about these properties

1448
00:48:31,574 --> 00:48:31,815
[iris]: right

1449
00:48:32,141 --> 00:48:33,082
[jillian]: and talking about the

1450
00:48:33,090 --> 00:48:33,110
[iris]: m

1451
00:48:33,122 --> 00:48:38,224
[jillian]: crystals and creating spaces with each other
and it's like i didn't do this alone

1452
00:48:38,324 --> 00:48:39,593
[jillian]: but i did that

1453
00:48:40,368 --> 00:48:40,920
[iris]: hm

1454
00:48:40,417 --> 00:48:43,163
[jillian]: i was part of this first wave
and like when i was doing it i

1455
00:48:43,263 --> 00:48:44,747
[jillian]: was weird for doing

1456
00:48:44,490 --> 00:48:44,832
[iris]: yeah

1457
00:48:44,807 --> 00:48:47,353
[jillian]: it and now now it's normal and

1458
00:48:47,470 --> 00:48:47,652
[iris]: yeah

1459
00:48:47,915 --> 00:48:53,972
[jillian]: there's hundreds and thousands of all of
these small instagram shops that are connecting with

1460
00:48:54,012 --> 00:48:57,936
[jillian]: crystals and enabling other people to connect
to crystals end

1461
00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:59,081
[iris]: it's almost like a

1462
00:48:59,080 --> 00:48:59,202
[jillian]: oh

1463
00:48:59,181 --> 00:49:00,263
[iris]: closing of a chapter

1464
00:49:00,637 --> 00:49:00,880
[jillian]: yes

1465
00:49:00,985 --> 00:49:01,245
[iris]: that you

1466
00:49:01,285 --> 00:49:02,357
[jillian]: yeah

1467
00:49:01,305 --> 00:49:03,790
[iris]: get to reopen to open to your
like favorites

1468
00:49:04,318 --> 00:49:05,657
[jillian]: yeah

1469
00:49:04,793 --> 00:49:05,895
[iris]: and then re close the book

1470
00:49:06,237 --> 00:49:08,822
[jillian]: i mean i can't even i can't
even account the number

1471
00:49:08,670 --> 00:49:08,690
[iris]: m

1472
00:49:09,062 --> 00:49:14,573
[jillian]: of the number of people who are
who are good like dear clients of mine

1473
00:49:14,973 --> 00:49:18,138
[jillian]: who now have their own online crystal
shops

1474
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:18,461
[iris]: yeah

1475
00:49:18,860 --> 00:49:18,940
[jillian]: and

1476
00:49:18,924 --> 00:49:19,125
[iris]: same

1477
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:20,542
[jillian]: like how beautiful that is

1478
00:49:21,079 --> 00:49:21,630
[iris]: hm

1479
00:49:21,384 --> 00:49:26,051
[jillian]: and that they are able to do
something that they that they love and connect

1480
00:49:26,112 --> 00:49:30,602
[jillian]: to crystals and it makes them happy
and they you know like they got to

1481
00:49:30,663 --> 00:49:36,362
[jillian]: quit their corporate job that they hated
and so as a combination of that it

1482
00:49:36,402 --> 00:49:40,631
[jillian]: just felt like i did i did
what i was supposed to do

1483
00:49:40,950 --> 00:49:41,940
[iris]: mhm

1484
00:49:41,071 --> 00:49:46,325
[jillian]: i served the crystals i did what
i was supposed to do this feels like

1485
00:49:46,385 --> 00:49:46,910
[jillian]: it's next

1486
00:49:47,828 --> 00:49:48,420
[iris]: hm

1487
00:49:48,307 --> 00:49:52,995
[jillian]: and i will also say there's another
little part of it from me which is

1488
00:49:54,847 --> 00:49:59,668
[jillian]: my company got big enough to the
point where i mean i know if i

1489
00:49:59,728 --> 00:50:03,834
[jillian]: got a website i've got a brick
and mortar store and it felt a little

1490
00:50:03,874 --> 00:50:09,645
[jillian]: bit like the feel of the live
sales shifted i think because energetically i was

1491
00:50:09,706 --> 00:50:12,853
[jillian]: no really i really am a manifestor
i've tied to move on to the next

1492
00:50:12,933 --> 00:50:18,560
[jillian]: thing but i i initiated it and
i stayed on for too long and i

1493
00:50:18,720 --> 00:50:22,183
[jillian]: did that because like i needed to
make a certain amount each week so that

1494
00:50:22,223 --> 00:50:28,061
[jillian]: way all of my my employes could
get paid and that wasn't the reason that

1495
00:50:28,101 --> 00:50:31,346
[jillian]: i was doing like that that wasn't
the reason i was supposed to be doing

1496
00:50:31,386 --> 00:50:31,807
[jillian]: live sales

1497
00:50:31,909 --> 00:50:32,253
[iris]: right

1498
00:50:31,987 --> 00:50:34,071
[jillian]: i was supposed to be in service
i supposed to be creating

1499
00:50:33,811 --> 00:50:34,722
[iris]: exactly

1500
00:50:34,111 --> 00:50:40,070
[jillian]: community and i was spposed to be
educating and telling the crystal stories and you

1501
00:50:40,090 --> 00:50:44,758
[jillian]: know the this is one of the
tins like i openly admit you know people

1502
00:50:44,838 --> 00:50:49,657
[jillian]: back track all the time and when
i realized wait a second i'm not in

1503
00:50:49,718 --> 00:50:53,882
[jillian]: alignment anymore the reason i'm doing these
live sales is not an alignment any more

1504
00:50:53,962 --> 00:50:56,004
[jillian]: it was for a very long time
but it's not

1505
00:50:55,992 --> 00:50:56,520
[iris]: hm

1506
00:50:56,144 --> 00:51:02,382
[jillian]: any more this isn't going to work
this is i can't do this i can't

1507
00:51:02,442 --> 00:51:08,071
[jillian]: sustain this and i feel like i'm
just selling crystals to sell and that does

1508
00:51:08,151 --> 00:51:10,755
[jillian]: not feel good for myself and that
does not feel

1509
00:51:10,749 --> 00:51:10,770
[iris]: m

1510
00:51:10,815 --> 00:51:11,616
[jillian]: good for the crystals

1511
00:51:12,032 --> 00:51:12,278
[iris]: right

1512
00:51:12,397 --> 00:51:18,624
[jillian]: it's no longer connecting people to to
the pieces that they really need it felt

1513
00:51:18,684 --> 00:51:21,849
[jillian]: like it felt like selling and i
never

1514
00:51:21,622 --> 00:51:21,682
[iris]: and

1515
00:51:21,989 --> 00:51:22,470
[jillian]: intended

1516
00:51:22,044 --> 00:51:22,626
[iris]: yeah we never

1517
00:51:22,530 --> 00:51:22,630
[jillian]: to

1518
00:51:22,686 --> 00:51:23,328
[iris]: identified

1519
00:51:22,730 --> 00:51:23,571
[jillian]: feel like slike

1520
00:51:23,468 --> 00:51:23,649
[iris]: as a

1521
00:51:23,691 --> 00:51:23,791
[jillian]: no

1522
00:51:23,749 --> 00:51:24,090
[iris]: seller

1523
00:51:24,612 --> 00:51:27,135
[jillian]: no i mean like we said like
oh i'm a crystal seller but like

1524
00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:27,282
[iris]: yeah

1525
00:51:27,155 --> 00:51:30,359
[jillian]: that's not it's not how i really
felt if

1526
00:51:30,413 --> 00:51:30,657
[iris]: right

1527
00:51:30,620 --> 00:51:35,147
[jillian]: like you know it's just easier to
say than oh i'm the intermediary that is

1528
00:51:35,207 --> 00:51:35,528
[jillian]: allowing

1529
00:51:35,240 --> 00:51:35,642
[iris]: right

1530
00:51:35,568 --> 00:51:35,909
[jillian]: people to

1531
00:51:35,842 --> 00:51:36,203
[iris]: exactly

1532
00:51:35,949 --> 00:51:36,229
[jillian]: connect

1533
00:51:36,264 --> 00:51:36,384
[iris]: i'm

1534
00:51:36,289 --> 00:51:36,550
[jillian]: to their

1535
00:51:36,424 --> 00:51:37,287
[iris]: the matchmaker

1536
00:51:36,650 --> 00:51:38,593
[jillian]: crystal in tools and friends yeah i'm

1537
00:51:38,611 --> 00:51:38,812
[iris]: right

1538
00:51:38,653 --> 00:51:40,276
[jillian]: a i'm a crystal matchmaker exactly

1539
00:51:40,437 --> 00:51:40,738
[iris]: right

1540
00:51:41,277 --> 00:51:48,026
[jillian]: and so being able to recognize this
is no longer an assignment energetically for me

1541
00:51:49,267 --> 00:51:52,820
[jillian]: i'm not done with crystals like the
there is more they want me to do

1542
00:51:53,501 --> 00:51:53,804
[iris]: right

1543
00:51:53,703 --> 00:51:58,673
[jillian]: and so when we got to talking
and i know we've talked about this a

1544
00:51:58,733 --> 00:52:06,408
[jillian]: lot but it felt like oh here's
a way where i get to still talk

1545
00:52:06,508 --> 00:52:07,570
[jillian]: about crystals i

1546
00:52:07,632 --> 00:52:07,958
[iris]: right

1547
00:52:07,670 --> 00:52:12,658
[jillian]: still get to educate we still get
to create community which i know is what

1548
00:52:12,698 --> 00:52:16,344
[jillian]: kind of sets us i think apart
from other podcasts that i'm really excited to

1549
00:52:16,364 --> 00:52:20,669
[jillian]: talk about in a little bit um
hm but the things that are most important

1550
00:52:20,709 --> 00:52:22,772
[jillian]: to me are like education and community
and

1551
00:52:22,850 --> 00:52:23,071
[iris]: right

1552
00:52:22,892 --> 00:52:23,213
[jillian]: here's

1553
00:52:23,272 --> 00:52:23,534
[iris]: same

1554
00:52:23,293 --> 00:52:27,640
[jillian]: a way that i can do it
in which people don't have to constantly be

1555
00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:28,942
[jillian]: buying from me people

1556
00:52:29,002 --> 00:52:29,267
[iris]: right

1557
00:52:29,043 --> 00:52:32,148
[jillian]: can you know and we're going to
have we're goin again e're gonna have some

1558
00:52:32,288 --> 00:52:36,174
[jillian]: we're goin to have offerings but you
don't have to buy them you can get

1559
00:52:36,395 --> 00:52:38,679
[jillian]: everything you need just by listening and

1560
00:52:39,075 --> 00:52:39,600
[iris]: hm

1561
00:52:39,841 --> 00:52:44,769
[jillian]: being able to do that for me
felt so much more and and and so

1562
00:52:44,849 --> 00:52:52,249
[jillian]: much more expansive well also in the
live sales it's just it's just me and

1563
00:52:52,430 --> 00:52:57,778
[jillian]: i think being able to create a
platform in which other people get to show

1564
00:52:57,919 --> 00:53:06,593
[jillian]: case and talk about and share there
gifts their heritage their learning their their education

1565
00:53:07,414 --> 00:53:11,561
[jillian]: for the benefit of everyone i think
is really important and

1566
00:53:11,601 --> 00:53:11,622
[iris]: i

1567
00:53:11,662 --> 00:53:11,782
[jillian]: so

1568
00:53:11,703 --> 00:53:13,463
[iris]: agree cool

1569
00:53:14,246 --> 00:53:16,073
[jillian]: so that's that's my long summary

1570
00:53:18,023 --> 00:53:20,887
[iris]: no it's great it's good to hear
i feel like for everybody

1571
00:53:20,717 --> 00:53:21,099
[jillian]: oh

1572
00:53:21,508 --> 00:53:23,672
[iris]: why why we're starting this podcast because

1573
00:53:23,657 --> 00:53:23,879
[jillian]: oh

1574
00:53:24,193 --> 00:53:29,181
[iris]: i think i mean we've obviously already
had this conversation together is why we've started

1575
00:53:28,967 --> 00:53:29,627
[jillian]: yeah

1576
00:53:29,221 --> 00:53:30,303
[iris]: the podcast but

1577
00:53:30,257 --> 00:53:31,247
[jillian]: mhm

1578
00:53:31,565 --> 00:53:34,931
[iris]: for me say the live sales for
me and i've honestly said this from the

1579
00:53:34,971 --> 00:53:36,213
[iris]: beginning of like just even

1580
00:53:36,167 --> 00:53:36,389
[jillian]: oh

1581
00:53:36,273 --> 00:53:38,977
[iris]: if you can't buy just just stop
by like

1582
00:53:38,957 --> 00:53:39,137
[jillian]: yeah

1583
00:53:39,218 --> 00:53:40,179
[iris]: just come get the good

1584
00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:42,506
[jillian]: yeah

1585
00:53:40,420 --> 00:53:45,288
[iris]: energy and the good vibes and for
me i've always felt like the live

1586
00:53:45,197 --> 00:53:45,445
[jillian]: oh

1587
00:53:45,348 --> 00:53:45,969
[iris]: cells where are

1588
00:53:45,977 --> 00:53:46,241
[jillian]: oh

1589
00:53:46,129 --> 00:53:50,036
[iris]: opportunity and i've said this numerous times
in my life cells so if you're listening

1590
00:53:50,056 --> 00:53:51,639
[iris]: and you've been in my life cells
you

1591
00:53:51,644 --> 00:53:52,277
[jillian]: hm

1592
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:52,760
[iris]: heard me say but i

1593
00:53:52,747 --> 00:53:52,889
[jillian]: yep

1594
00:53:52,801 --> 00:53:56,747
[iris]: feel like it's the opportunity from people
all over the world like minded people from

1595
00:53:56,807 --> 00:54:00,433
[iris]: all over the world to come together
into my office and we

1596
00:54:00,467 --> 00:54:00,487
[jillian]: m

1597
00:54:00,573 --> 00:54:02,457
[iris]: get to just vive off each other
uplift

1598
00:54:02,126 --> 00:54:02,147
[jillian]: m

1599
00:54:02,557 --> 00:54:03,318
[iris]: each other have

1600
00:54:03,548 --> 00:54:03,830
[jillian]: yes

1601
00:54:03,578 --> 00:54:09,448
[iris]: laughed together talk about crystals together and
it's the best part of the live sales

1602
00:54:10,009 --> 00:54:10,730
[iris]: but obviously

1603
00:54:10,568 --> 00:54:11,091
[jillian]: hundred percent

1604
00:54:11,011 --> 00:54:14,677
[iris]: when it's a live sale it's a
live sale so it's like you're i always

1605
00:54:14,737 --> 00:54:18,884
[iris]: get stuck staring at the same rystal
for like you know two minutes straight even

1606
00:54:18,904 --> 00:54:23,171
[iris]: though it's already sold because i'm busy
talking because i'm having this connection with you

1607
00:54:23,231 --> 00:54:24,754
[iris]: know with everyone and i forget

1608
00:54:24,596 --> 00:54:24,959
[jillian]: it's so

1609
00:54:24,874 --> 00:54:25,154
[iris]: oh wait

1610
00:54:25,080 --> 00:54:25,341
[jillian]: true

1611
00:54:25,235 --> 00:54:26,757
[iris]: i'm supposed to be selling a crystal

1612
00:54:27,079 --> 00:54:27,242
[jillian]: yep

1613
00:54:27,478 --> 00:54:30,784
[iris]: so for me the podcast is really
about that and i've had numerous customers say

1614
00:54:30,824 --> 00:54:33,108
[iris]: that like hey i really want to
come in your life calls but i'm always

1615
00:54:33,168 --> 00:54:36,714
[iris]: tempted by the crystals when it shouldn't
be buying but i can't come in and

1616
00:54:36,774 --> 00:54:40,740
[iris]: not buy so can we just do
a live or it's just we talk that

1617
00:54:40,820 --> 00:54:44,606
[iris]: kind of ignited it for me of
like hey that's kind of what a podcast

1618
00:54:44,686 --> 00:54:49,074
[iris]: would do but on top of it
i adore crystals i love crystals i love

1619
00:54:49,168 --> 00:54:49,249
[jillian]: ye

1620
00:54:49,174 --> 00:54:54,585
[iris]: teaching about crystals i love teaching about
ways you can actually use them and apply

1621
00:54:54,665 --> 00:54:54,806
[iris]: them

1622
00:54:54,831 --> 00:54:55,427
[jillian]: right

1623
00:54:54,886 --> 00:55:00,876
[iris]: in your life it's also so much
more for me it's not just crystals you

1624
00:55:00,937 --> 00:55:01,057
[iris]: know

1625
00:55:01,131 --> 00:55:01,817
[jillian]: hm

1626
00:55:01,758 --> 00:55:05,224
[iris]: i post all the time about my
morning ritual which starts my day off

1627
00:55:05,177 --> 00:55:05,417
[jillian]: oh

1628
00:55:05,304 --> 00:55:09,511
[iris]: right and i write my gratitude so
for me gratitude is huge being nature's huge

1629
00:55:09,591 --> 00:55:13,397
[iris]: pulling oracle cards is huge so i
feel like this is a way for us

1630
00:55:13,517 --> 00:55:18,325
[iris]: all to connect not only about crystals
but the things that uplift us that help

1631
00:55:18,526 --> 00:55:22,873
[iris]: heal us that help bring us joy
um because i know a lot of us

1632
00:55:23,154 --> 00:55:27,361
[iris]: that are listening even that we all
feel the same way about multiple things we

1633
00:55:27,441 --> 00:55:28,042
[iris]: love crystals

1634
00:55:27,761 --> 00:55:27,802
[jillian]: h

1635
00:55:28,302 --> 00:55:30,005
[iris]: their huge part but it's also

1636
00:55:29,927 --> 00:55:30,737
[jillian]: yeah

1637
00:55:30,105 --> 00:55:31,527
[iris]: so much more and then

1638
00:55:31,628 --> 00:55:32,237
[jillian]: hm

1639
00:55:31,668 --> 00:55:32,249
[iris]: to be able to

1640
00:55:32,267 --> 00:55:32,632
[jillian]: oh

1641
00:55:32,409 --> 00:55:35,617
[iris]: interview experts on different topics is going
to be

1642
00:55:36,047 --> 00:55:37,547
[jillian]: yeah

1643
00:55:36,319 --> 00:55:38,325
[iris]: like the learner and me is so
excited

1644
00:55:38,737 --> 00:55:40,821
[jillian]: eahrrorhd

1645
00:55:39,428 --> 00:55:39,488
[iris]: to

1646
00:55:41,062 --> 00:55:42,725
[jillian]: one line profiles that we both have

1647
00:55:42,900 --> 00:55:44,640
[iris]: oh

1648
00:55:43,006 --> 00:55:44,909
[jillian]: we both just we just went and
learn at all

1649
00:55:45,240 --> 00:55:45,541
[iris]: just want

1650
00:55:45,430 --> 00:55:45,551
[jillian]: all

1651
00:55:45,561 --> 00:55:45,621
[iris]: to

1652
00:55:45,591 --> 00:55:45,631
[jillian]: of

1653
00:55:45,701 --> 00:55:45,861
[iris]: learn

1654
00:55:45,711 --> 00:55:45,771
[jillian]: it

1655
00:55:45,921 --> 00:55:50,067
[iris]: it all take it all in so
i'm really excited to learn alongside you guys

1656
00:55:49,886 --> 00:55:49,907
[jillian]: m

1657
00:55:50,488 --> 00:55:51,721
[iris]: and yeah

1658
00:55:51,677 --> 00:55:51,899
[jillian]: yeah

1659
00:55:51,862 --> 00:55:54,971
[iris]: this is this is going to be
a ten of fun thrilled

1660
00:55:55,028 --> 00:55:55,108
[jillian]: hm

1661
00:55:55,253 --> 00:55:56,984
[iris]: that we've come up with this avenue
so

1662
00:55:57,918 --> 00:56:02,525
[jillian]: yeah so in in a summary i
know i mentioned the very beginning but that's

1663
00:56:02,606 --> 00:56:05,430
[jillian]: that's kind of what it's going to
look like we'll have three different types of

1664
00:56:05,490 --> 00:56:10,218
[jillian]: episodes most of them will be with
guests and we'll be focusing lots and lots

1665
00:56:10,278 --> 00:56:14,245
[jillian]: and lots of fun topics that will
always bring crystals back in to help support

1666
00:56:14,325 --> 00:56:15,848
[jillian]: that topic or connect

1667
00:56:15,628 --> 00:56:16,200
[iris]: hm

1668
00:56:15,908 --> 00:56:19,594
[jillian]: to that topic will have episodes with
the two of us where we are just

1669
00:56:20,135 --> 00:56:21,517
[jillian]: laughing at each oth all

1670
00:56:21,510 --> 00:56:21,630
[iris]: yea

1671
00:56:21,557 --> 00:56:23,901
[jillian]: the time not at each other with

1672
00:56:23,855 --> 00:56:23,995
[iris]: with

1673
00:56:23,981 --> 00:56:24,122
[jillian]: each

1674
00:56:24,075 --> 00:56:24,235
[iris]: each

1675
00:56:24,182 --> 00:56:24,402
[jillian]: other

1676
00:56:24,316 --> 00:56:24,536
[iris]: other

1677
00:56:24,662 --> 00:56:24,803
[jillian]: with

1678
00:56:24,696 --> 00:56:24,917
[iris]: with

1679
00:56:24,863 --> 00:56:25,263
[jillian]: each other

1680
00:56:25,238 --> 00:56:25,438
[iris]: yeah

1681
00:56:25,364 --> 00:56:26,666
[jillian]: all the time because

1682
00:56:26,484 --> 00:56:26,668
[iris]: yeah

1683
00:56:26,686 --> 00:56:30,813
[jillian]: we make each other level up and
those ones will be much more crystal focused

1684
00:56:30,833 --> 00:56:34,679
[jillian]: how to work with crystals crystal grids
i mean there's a zilianazilian

1685
00:56:34,710 --> 00:56:35,010
[iris]: crystal

1686
00:56:34,720 --> 00:56:35,541
[jillian]: crystal topics just

1687
00:56:35,511 --> 00:56:36,433
[iris]: cleansing

1688
00:56:35,681 --> 00:56:36,142
[jillian]: on its own

1689
00:56:36,654 --> 00:56:37,155
[iris]: gillian

1690
00:56:36,903 --> 00:56:45,117
[jillian]: crystal cleansing yes trigger word for me
and then and then we'll have individual tint

1691
00:56:45,357 --> 00:56:51,508
[jillian]: deep dives with iris really going into
formations and me going into specific crystal properties

1692
00:56:52,609 --> 00:56:55,795
[jillian]: so that's those those will be the
three type of episodes that will will be

1693
00:56:55,875 --> 00:56:57,397
[jillian]: having when very and for all

1694
00:56:57,430 --> 00:56:57,690
[iris]: yeah

1695
00:56:57,438 --> 00:56:58,139
[jillian]: of them i'm literally

1696
00:56:58,011 --> 00:56:58,291
[iris]: i know

1697
00:56:58,199 --> 00:56:58,299
[jillian]: like

1698
00:56:58,652 --> 00:56:59,113
[iris]: i can't wait

1699
00:56:58,940 --> 00:56:59,922
[jillian]: shaking my hands over here

1700
00:57:00,916 --> 00:57:03,100
[iris]: his has been five months in the
making so to finally

1701
00:57:02,868 --> 00:57:03,089
[jillian]: yes

1702
00:57:03,321 --> 00:57:05,224
[iris]: get to the point where we're actually
doing

1703
00:57:05,807 --> 00:57:06,007
[jillian]: yes

1704
00:57:06,086 --> 00:57:06,346
[iris]: having

1705
00:57:06,107 --> 00:57:06,408
[jillian]: and by the

1706
00:57:06,367 --> 00:57:06,607
[iris]: guests

1707
00:57:06,448 --> 00:57:06,608
[jillian]: time

1708
00:57:06,707 --> 00:57:06,807
[iris]: on

1709
00:57:06,748 --> 00:57:06,828
[jillian]: by

1710
00:57:06,888 --> 00:57:06,948
[iris]: and

1711
00:57:06,888 --> 00:57:07,169
[jillian]: the time

1712
00:57:07,028 --> 00:57:07,288
[iris]: stuff

1713
00:57:07,229 --> 00:57:09,112
[jillian]: it airs it will be it will
be six months which

1714
00:57:09,081 --> 00:57:09,222
[iris]: uh

1715
00:57:09,172 --> 00:57:09,252
[jillian]: is

1716
00:57:09,323 --> 00:57:09,525
[iris]: yeah

1717
00:57:09,593 --> 00:57:10,094
[jillian]: exciting

1718
00:57:10,490 --> 00:57:10,572
[iris]: we

1719
00:57:10,935 --> 00:57:14,822
[jillian]: um so one of the things that
i know i want to make sure we

1720
00:57:14,942 --> 00:57:19,433
[jillian]: talk about is you know there's a
lot of it casts out there and what

1721
00:57:20,507 --> 00:57:23,354
[jillian]: what makes ours different what makes ours
what what are

1722
00:57:23,319 --> 00:57:23,340
[iris]: m

1723
00:57:23,414 --> 00:57:25,680
[jillian]: we doing why is this not just
a podcast

1724
00:57:25,931 --> 00:57:26,194
[iris]: right

1725
00:57:26,301 --> 00:57:30,659
[jillian]: as we say in our little opener
you you like to share about it

1726
00:57:30,761 --> 00:57:31,943
[iris]: you want me do the honors

1727
00:57:32,325 --> 00:57:32,666
[jillian]: sure

1728
00:57:33,466 --> 00:57:38,374
[iris]: so one of the really cool things
so i have started a crystal formation school

1729
00:57:38,434 --> 00:57:42,041
[iris]: a while back and one of the
things i was incorporating in it was what

1730
00:57:42,302 --> 00:57:48,163
[iris]: i was calling soul work and it's
essentially home work but more like soul oriented

1731
00:57:48,303 --> 00:57:53,111
[iris]: so we wanted to implement that with
a podcast so every podcast that we have

1732
00:57:53,792 --> 00:57:56,156
[iris]: we have conjunctive soul work that really

1733
00:57:55,997 --> 00:57:56,198
[jillian]: oh

1734
00:57:56,216 --> 00:58:01,505
[iris]: helps you to apply whatever a guest
is coming on and speaking about whether it's

1735
00:58:01,545 --> 00:58:02,146
[iris]: you know there's

1736
00:58:01,976 --> 00:58:01,997
[jillian]: m

1737
00:58:02,166 --> 00:58:04,510
[iris]: going to be a variety of topics
so whether it's you know working with the

1738
00:58:04,550 --> 00:58:12,724
[iris]: moon cycles or astrology human design intuition
oracle cards whatever it is that we're talking

1739
00:58:12,804 --> 00:58:18,394
[iris]: about plant medicine having a type of
soul work where you can on your own

1740
00:58:18,935 --> 00:58:20,297
[iris]: go and almost do this

1741
00:58:21,992 --> 00:58:22,074
[jillian]: ah

1742
00:58:22,780 --> 00:58:24,503
[iris]: deep dive into

1743
00:58:24,579 --> 00:58:24,620
[jillian]: m

1744
00:58:24,664 --> 00:58:25,485
[iris]: what we were talking

1745
00:58:25,406 --> 00:58:25,427
[jillian]: m

1746
00:58:25,565 --> 00:58:26,948
[iris]: about yourself

1747
00:58:26,617 --> 00:58:29,562
[jillian]: the yeah the integration and the embodiment

1748
00:58:29,831 --> 00:58:30,234
[iris]: yes

1749
00:58:29,983 --> 00:58:33,909
[jillian]: because we can listen and listen listening
is great you can learn a lot from

1750
00:58:33,989 --> 00:58:37,796
[jillian]: listening but it is still relatively passive

1751
00:58:38,242 --> 00:58:38,487
[iris]: right

1752
00:58:38,677 --> 00:58:43,064
[jillian]: form of learning and so having this
soul work what when an iris talked about

1753
00:58:43,124 --> 00:58:50,096
[jillian]: i loved the idea because it's such
a great practical way to really integrate the

1754
00:58:50,156 --> 00:58:51,077
[jillian]: topic and

1755
00:58:51,390 --> 00:58:51,960
[iris]: hm

1756
00:58:51,458 --> 00:58:54,120
[jillian]: to embody the topic really get it
into

1757
00:58:53,853 --> 00:58:54,239
[iris]: right

1758
00:58:54,921 --> 00:58:57,985
[jillian]: your system and whether it's you want
to make this into a new ritual or

1759
00:58:58,045 --> 00:59:02,651
[jillian]: you or even like you really like
how someone talked and you're curious about working

1760
00:59:02,691 --> 00:59:04,695
[jillian]: with them it's a great way to
kind of taste

1761
00:59:05,550 --> 00:59:05,896
[iris]: yes

1762
00:59:05,656 --> 00:59:06,978
[jillian]: what they what they do

1763
00:59:07,280 --> 00:59:07,603
[iris]: what they

1764
00:59:07,680 --> 00:59:07,780
[jillian]: and

1765
00:59:07,764 --> 00:59:08,026
[iris]: offer

1766
00:59:07,900 --> 00:59:08,541
[jillian]: see like do i

1767
00:59:08,570 --> 00:59:09,780
[iris]: yeah

1768
00:59:08,641 --> 00:59:12,508
[jillian]: actually want to work with this person
because you actually get you know a small

1769
00:59:12,649 --> 00:59:16,059
[jillian]: a small bite of their offering so
to speak

1770
00:59:16,430 --> 00:59:18,733
[iris]: yeah i'm so excited for this work
we're

1771
00:59:18,647 --> 00:59:19,427
[jillian]: yeah

1772
00:59:18,754 --> 00:59:19,935
[iris]: going to be doing it right alongside

1773
00:59:19,847 --> 00:59:19,867
[jillian]: m

1774
00:59:19,996 --> 00:59:20,657
[iris]: you guys that's what's

1775
00:59:20,637 --> 00:59:20,717
[jillian]: ye

1776
00:59:20,717 --> 00:59:21,097
[iris]: so cool

1777
00:59:22,602 --> 00:59:22,862
[jillian]: yes

1778
00:59:23,361 --> 00:59:27,067
[iris]: and then we're also obviously building a
community so just like the life cales where

1779
00:59:27,127 --> 00:59:32,797
[iris]: you come in and you have this
chance to vibe with other crystal lovers instead

1780
00:59:32,877 --> 00:59:37,625
[iris]: with the podcast we're building a community
on facebook so

1781
00:59:37,580 --> 00:59:38,567
[jillian]: hm

1782
00:59:37,765 --> 00:59:40,810
[iris]: you're going to have that same type
of community where you can talk about like

1783
00:59:40,871 --> 00:59:45,760
[iris]: hey what do you what did everyone
think about this week's episode i gathered this

1784
00:59:45,820 --> 00:59:48,185
[iris]: from it or if you have questions
or you just

1785
00:59:48,217 --> 00:59:48,437
[jillian]: hey

1786
00:59:48,225 --> 00:59:48,706
[iris]: want to share

1787
00:59:48,698 --> 00:59:48,798
[jillian]: i'm

1788
00:59:48,786 --> 00:59:48,906
[iris]: your

1789
00:59:48,858 --> 00:59:49,278
[jillian]: working

1790
00:59:48,987 --> 00:59:49,588
[iris]: experience

1791
00:59:50,059 --> 00:59:53,161
[jillian]: i'm working with this crystal have any
of you worked with this crystal this is

1792
00:59:53,221 --> 00:59:57,545
[jillian]: what i'm getting have any of you
gotten this just being able to connect with

1793
00:59:57,685 --> 01:00:03,413
[jillian]: others about anything and especially for people
being you know in remote areas being able

1794
01:00:03,453 --> 01:00:07,600
[jillian]: to find friends are like actually like
maybe there's two people from the same town

1795
01:00:07,640 --> 01:00:10,886
[jillian]: and they're both like really into crystals
but they didn't know it and now they

1796
01:00:10,966 --> 01:00:11,066
[jillian]: do

1797
01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:11,800
[iris]: isn't that

1798
01:00:11,888 --> 01:00:11,968
[jillian]: they

1799
01:00:11,921 --> 01:00:12,061
[iris]: so

1800
01:00:12,028 --> 01:00:12,148
[jillian]: could

1801
01:00:12,201 --> 01:00:12,482
[iris]: cool

1802
01:00:12,208 --> 01:00:12,709
[jillian]: be friends

1803
01:00:13,143 --> 01:00:13,824
[iris]: right no i've

1804
01:00:13,731 --> 01:00:13,972
[jillian]: right

1805
01:00:13,864 --> 01:00:17,470
[iris]: had that experience one of my si
scholar my soul sisters now when i first

1806
01:00:18,051 --> 01:00:20,495
[iris]: was selling and teaching about crystals she
actually

1807
01:00:20,357 --> 01:00:20,597
[jillian]: yeah

1808
01:00:20,555 --> 01:00:23,921
[iris]: taught me she taught me about t
formation which i'm bsessed with

1809
01:00:23,837 --> 01:00:24,159
[jillian]: oh

1810
01:00:24,021 --> 01:00:26,224
[iris]: now and we don't need to get
into the formation itself

1811
01:00:26,477 --> 01:00:26,659
[jillian]: yeah

1812
01:00:26,605 --> 01:00:30,031
[iris]: but she lived literally ten minutes away
and i had no idea and now we're

1813
01:00:30,091 --> 01:00:31,293
[iris]: such close friends so

1814
01:00:31,367 --> 01:00:31,387
[jillian]: m

1815
01:00:31,974 --> 01:00:35,239
[iris]: yes having that experience of being able
to be like hey there's someone in my

1816
01:00:35,380 --> 01:00:37,608
[iris]: area i'm so excited for everybody for
that because

1817
01:00:39,019 --> 01:00:39,500
[jillian]: and there

1818
01:00:39,430 --> 01:00:39,633
[iris]: yes

1819
01:00:39,520 --> 01:00:40,381
[jillian]: will be more than just

1820
01:00:40,320 --> 01:00:40,543
[iris]: yah

1821
01:00:40,461 --> 01:00:45,910
[jillian]: that we've also are working on um
behind the scenes things

1822
01:00:46,062 --> 01:00:46,347
[iris]: yes

1823
01:00:46,131 --> 01:00:48,475
[jillian]: q and like live live q and
as

1824
01:00:48,591 --> 01:00:49,035
[iris]: bonus

1825
01:00:48,615 --> 01:00:49,476
[jillian]: bonus episode

1826
01:00:49,176 --> 01:00:50,063
[iris]: episodes

1827
01:00:49,677 --> 01:00:52,321
[jillian]: it's like like how to navigate to
sound like a pro

1828
01:00:52,950 --> 01:00:53,211
[iris]: yes

1829
01:00:53,664 --> 01:00:59,173
[jillian]: thing things things things like that so
were we really want this to be a

1830
01:00:59,314 --> 01:01:07,900
[jillian]: space of learning and healing and community
and thriving and i'm really really excited to

1831
01:01:08,000 --> 01:01:10,265
[jillian]: see how this all how this all

1832
01:01:10,150 --> 01:01:10,372
[iris]: comes

1833
01:01:10,345 --> 01:01:10,826
[jillian]: builds

1834
01:01:10,473 --> 01:01:10,917
[iris]: together

1835
01:01:11,047 --> 01:01:11,147
[jillian]: and

1836
01:01:11,179 --> 01:01:11,422
[iris]: yeah

1837
01:01:11,648 --> 01:01:14,414
[jillian]: how we can all come together to
create this to co create this

1838
01:01:14,950 --> 01:01:16,176
[iris]: very exciting times

1839
01:01:16,668 --> 01:01:24,420
[jillian]: yes um i think yeah trying to
like looking at my little notes here

1840
01:01:24,511 --> 01:01:25,173
[iris]: okay yeah i'm

1841
01:01:25,201 --> 01:01:25,362
[jillian]: so

1842
01:01:25,213 --> 01:01:25,595
[iris]: looking

1843
01:01:26,183 --> 01:01:28,429
[jillian]: many yeah yeah

1844
01:01:29,420 --> 01:01:30,802
[iris]: well this is the part that m

1845
01:01:31,477 --> 01:01:31,658
[jillian]: yeah

1846
01:01:31,564 --> 01:01:33,427
[iris]: marquita can kind of edit out i
just want

1847
01:01:33,421 --> 01:01:33,661
[jillian]: thanks

1848
01:01:33,467 --> 01:01:33,688
[iris]: to look

1849
01:01:33,721 --> 01:01:34,042
[jillian]: marquis

1850
01:01:33,748 --> 01:01:34,209
[iris]: at the little

1851
01:01:34,783 --> 01:01:34,923
[jillian]: cut

1852
01:01:34,870 --> 01:01:35,070
[iris]: yeah

1853
01:01:34,983 --> 01:01:35,544
[jillian]: this out

1854
01:01:36,273 --> 01:01:39,278
[iris]: one what is it one hour one
minute and thirty seconds

1855
01:01:39,668 --> 01:01:40,131
[jillian]: yeah cut

1856
01:01:40,110 --> 01:01:40,190
[iris]: try

1857
01:01:40,171 --> 01:01:40,292
[jillian]: this

1858
01:01:40,250 --> 01:01:40,632
[iris]: and remember

1859
01:01:40,393 --> 01:01:40,473
[jillian]: out

1860
01:01:40,692 --> 01:01:41,073
[iris]: that but

1861
01:01:41,997 --> 01:01:48,148
[jillian]: okay so i'm looking at were i
guess weirdly pausing we are moving towards the

1862
01:01:48,629 --> 01:01:49,952
[jillian]: end of the episode so

1863
01:01:50,324 --> 01:01:50,850
[iris]: hm

1864
01:01:50,773 --> 01:01:58,037
[jillian]: um for poblynorkfor people to meet oh

1865
01:02:00,861 --> 01:02:04,949
[iris]: so i think we've we've pretty much
gathered everything we did the next thing

1866
01:02:04,967 --> 01:02:05,207
[jillian]: yeah

1867
01:02:05,009 --> 01:02:06,712
[iris]: would be there for fun zis but
we're already

1868
01:02:06,689 --> 01:02:06,849
[jillian]: yeah

1869
01:02:06,853 --> 01:02:08,737
[iris]: at an hour mark so i wonder

1870
01:02:08,471 --> 01:02:08,731
[jillian]: i think

1871
01:02:08,877 --> 01:02:09,358
[iris]: if we should

1872
01:02:09,392 --> 01:02:09,432
[jillian]: i

1873
01:02:09,398 --> 01:02:09,598
[iris]: just

1874
01:02:09,492 --> 01:02:11,595
[jillian]: think this one this one can still
be long i

1875
01:02:11,600 --> 01:02:11,783
[iris]: okay

1876
01:02:11,635 --> 01:02:12,256
[jillian]: think that's okay

1877
01:02:12,581 --> 01:02:12,783
[iris]: okay

1878
01:02:13,178 --> 01:02:13,908
[jillian]: it's the first one

1879
01:02:14,553 --> 01:02:14,573
[iris]: a

1880
01:02:15,408 --> 01:02:15,590
[jillian]: okay

1881
01:02:16,450 --> 01:02:16,591
[iris]: so

1882
01:02:17,888 --> 01:02:24,319
[jillian]: um okay going back in marcia okay
so we're going to be wrapping this up

1883
01:02:24,419 --> 01:02:31,743
[jillian]: soon but for fun iris what crystal
are you working with a lot right now

1884
01:02:32,707 --> 01:02:34,894
[jillian]: and why ah

1885
01:02:35,535 --> 01:02:37,198
[iris]: you mean crystals

1886
01:02:36,962 --> 01:02:37,103
[jillian]: no

1887
01:02:37,278 --> 01:02:39,762
[iris]: with a bunch of plural esses right

1888
01:02:40,457 --> 01:02:41,841
[jillian]: yeah always

1889
01:02:41,545 --> 01:02:42,687
[iris]: it's so funny because

1890
01:02:42,648 --> 01:02:43,051
[jillian]: always

1891
01:02:43,188 --> 01:02:43,609
[iris]: i feel like

1892
01:02:43,727 --> 01:02:44,028
[jillian]: oh

1893
01:02:43,749 --> 01:02:47,736
[iris]: every day it changes um and i'm
sure you guys experience this too if you're

1894
01:02:47,776 --> 01:02:48,276
[iris]: going in and

1895
01:02:48,287 --> 01:02:49,487
[jillian]: yeah

1896
01:02:48,316 --> 01:02:51,742
[iris]: like oh which crystals am i going
to bring with me today and it's just

1897
01:02:51,822 --> 01:02:57,156
[iris]: always like me me and you just
know um so for today should i just

1898
01:02:57,236 --> 01:02:58,625
[iris]: share what i have on the table

1899
01:02:59,318 --> 01:02:59,541
[jillian]: yeah

1900
01:02:59,650 --> 01:03:01,292
[iris]: because i literally was just like before

1901
01:03:01,298 --> 01:03:01,419
[jillian]: just

1902
01:03:01,372 --> 01:03:01,492
[iris]: the

1903
01:03:01,499 --> 01:03:03,308
[jillian]: hold it hold it up let's see
it

1904
01:03:03,755 --> 01:03:06,439
[iris]: all right i think i did i
drop one where did it go

1905
01:03:07,577 --> 01:03:07,738
[jillian]: yeah

1906
01:03:07,770 --> 01:03:13,081
[iris]: well i'm missing one i had it
in my lap and it is now gone

1907
01:03:13,302 --> 01:03:16,268
[iris]: but it was a lepitalite pum stone

1908
01:03:16,838 --> 01:03:17,221
[jillian]: oh

1909
01:03:17,831 --> 01:03:18,912
[iris]: lapitalite is

1910
01:03:18,891 --> 01:03:18,931
[jillian]: m

1911
01:03:18,993 --> 01:03:20,174
[iris]: one of my true loves

1912
01:03:20,846 --> 01:03:20,867
[jillian]: m

1913
01:03:21,156 --> 01:03:25,043
[iris]: um if those of you who are
listening don't know about lepitalite it's really good

1914
01:03:25,163 --> 01:03:29,690
[iris]: for it contains lithium and is really
good for anti stress anti anxiety um

1915
01:03:29,518 --> 01:03:29,538
[jillian]: m

1916
01:03:30,111 --> 01:03:33,757
[iris]: and i deal with anxiety so it's
a stone that

1917
01:03:33,827 --> 01:03:34,089
[jillian]: oh

1918
01:03:33,857 --> 01:03:37,764
[iris]: i always just it's very comforting it's
very soothing and this is our first podcast

1919
01:03:37,804 --> 01:03:38,886
[iris]: so i had a little bit of
jitters

1920
01:03:38,926 --> 01:03:39,047
[jillian]: yeah

1921
01:03:38,986 --> 01:03:40,388
[iris]: so i brought out my little italie

1922
01:03:40,854 --> 01:03:41,277
[jillian]: nice

1923
01:03:41,370 --> 01:03:44,158
[iris]: i also brought out my beautiful sunstone

1924
01:03:45,161 --> 01:03:45,181
[jillian]: i

1925
01:03:45,180 --> 01:03:45,480
[iris]: tower

1926
01:03:45,262 --> 01:03:45,745
[jillian]: have sanson

1927
01:03:45,580 --> 01:03:45,781
[iris]: which

1928
01:03:45,806 --> 01:03:45,987
[jillian]: too

1929
01:03:46,422 --> 01:03:48,104
[iris]: yeah see twitting

1930
01:03:47,687 --> 01:03:48,469
[jillian]: wearing sunstone

1931
01:03:49,126 --> 01:03:52,472
[iris]: twitting so i have sunstone here super

1932
01:03:53,207 --> 01:03:53,430
[jillian]: oh

1933
01:03:53,313 --> 01:03:56,859
[iris]: well for me i was bringing up
for like happy uplifting positive vibes

1934
01:03:56,687 --> 01:03:58,037
[jillian]: m hm

1935
01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:02,088
[iris]: and then m this is actually in
your honor gilian it's a blue

1936
01:04:02,117 --> 01:04:02,897
[jillian]: yeah

1937
01:04:02,168 --> 01:04:03,170
[iris]: crystal i have

1938
01:04:03,047 --> 01:04:03,410
[jillian]: oh

1939
01:04:03,210 --> 01:04:05,453
[iris]: very few blue crystals i personally

1940
01:04:05,978 --> 01:04:06,567
[jillian]: interesting

1941
01:04:06,155 --> 01:04:10,607
[iris]: not normally a blue crystal person but
this is a blue appetite and it's in

1942
01:04:10,647 --> 01:04:12,437
[iris]: the isis face shape

1943
01:04:13,058 --> 01:04:13,560
[jillian]: oh

1944
01:04:13,760 --> 01:04:19,069
[iris]: and isis face crystals connect us to
our goddess energy um and then

1945
01:04:18,960 --> 01:04:18,980
[jillian]: m

1946
01:04:19,109 --> 01:04:20,832
[iris]: blue crystals helping with communication

1947
01:04:20,366 --> 01:04:20,387
[jillian]: m

1948
01:04:21,072 --> 01:04:21,192
[iris]: so

1949
01:04:21,663 --> 01:04:21,683
[jillian]: h

1950
01:04:22,154 --> 01:04:22,535
[iris]: that's what i

1951
01:04:22,496 --> 01:04:22,517
[jillian]: m

1952
01:04:22,595 --> 01:04:24,939
[iris]: brought out for today how about you
already

1953
01:04:24,967 --> 01:04:25,107
[jillian]: all

1954
01:04:25,039 --> 01:04:25,299
[iris]: you have

1955
01:04:25,207 --> 01:04:25,748
[jillian]: right

1956
01:04:25,339 --> 01:04:26,529
[iris]: your stone bracelet

1957
01:04:26,549 --> 01:04:26,730
[jillian]: yeah

1958
01:04:26,771 --> 01:04:26,993
[iris]: on

1959
01:04:26,830 --> 01:04:28,052
[jillian]: i have my sense to embrace it

1960
01:04:28,052 --> 01:04:28,072
[iris]: a

1961
01:04:28,112 --> 01:04:33,160
[jillian]: because it is a joy filled and
energy filled and it's a good stone for

1962
01:04:33,561 --> 01:04:34,122
[jillian]: leadership

1963
01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:34,940
[iris]: m

1964
01:04:34,923 --> 01:04:38,609
[jillian]: especially like eadership and service to which

1965
01:04:38,560 --> 01:04:39,064
[iris]: yeah

1966
01:04:39,110 --> 01:04:39,972
[jillian]: i've really loved

1967
01:04:39,649 --> 01:04:40,435
[iris]: totally applies

1968
01:04:40,072 --> 01:04:41,234
[jillian]: that idea for sunstone

1969
01:04:41,581 --> 01:04:41,784
[iris]: yeah

1970
01:04:41,835 --> 01:04:47,825
[jillian]: so i have you know just little
a little confidence booster so i've got that

1971
01:04:48,065 --> 01:04:48,225
[jillian]: but

1972
01:04:48,574 --> 01:04:49,200
[iris]: hm

1973
01:04:49,307 --> 01:04:52,814
[jillian]: so if you if you know me
from the live sales it's kind of a

1974
01:04:52,854 --> 01:04:55,873
[jillian]: running joke i love blue crystals i
am

1975
01:04:55,860 --> 01:04:57,480
[iris]: oh

1976
01:04:55,933 --> 01:04:58,623
[jillian]: very much a throat chacra based person
so

1977
01:04:59,139 --> 01:04:59,160
[iris]: m

1978
01:04:59,657 --> 01:05:01,299
[jillian]: almost all of my personal crystals

1979
01:05:01,350 --> 01:05:01,551
[iris]: yeah

1980
01:05:01,379 --> 01:05:05,246
[jillian]: are our blue crystals so i have
my i have my lapis this is made

1981
01:05:05,586 --> 01:05:07,830
[jillian]: by biblola you can find her on
instagram

1982
01:05:07,861 --> 01:05:08,062
[iris]: it's

1983
01:05:07,950 --> 01:05:08,191
[jillian]: but it's

1984
01:05:08,182 --> 01:05:08,665
[iris]: beautiful

1985
01:05:08,211 --> 01:05:13,100
[jillian]: like this beautiful piece that she's she's
so talented um if that's not enough i

1986
01:05:13,181 --> 01:05:14,845
[jillian]: have my big big lapis

1987
01:05:15,120 --> 01:05:16,365
[iris]: the things that canker

1988
01:05:16,697 --> 01:05:22,545
[jillian]: right here and then i also i
have a blue a blue she light which

1989
01:05:23,787 --> 01:05:29,015
[jillian]: not actually a she light it's a
misnomer but it has a variation of um

1990
01:05:29,556 --> 01:05:36,328
[jillian]: very sorry it has various blue calcite
in it along with dolomite there some other

1991
01:05:36,348 --> 01:05:37,970
[jillian]: materials i don't know were the she

1992
01:05:37,900 --> 01:05:38,445
[iris]: beautiful

1993
01:05:38,031 --> 01:05:41,056
[jillian]: light name came from i don't know
why they call it that but i really

1994
01:05:41,096 --> 01:05:44,421
[jillian]: wanted a lot of good communication energy
of

1995
01:05:44,331 --> 01:05:44,755
[iris]: smart

1996
01:05:44,621 --> 01:05:48,187
[jillian]: the lapis has a lot of like
like the sunstone has a lot of gality

1997
01:05:48,468 --> 01:05:48,728
[jillian]: a lot of

1998
01:05:48,780 --> 01:05:48,800
[iris]: m

1999
01:05:48,929 --> 01:05:49,710
[jillian]: presents which

2000
01:05:49,766 --> 01:05:50,370
[iris]: hm

2001
01:05:50,391 --> 01:05:53,817
[jillian]: i felt like would be beneficial used
to wear lapis a lot to two auditions

2002
01:05:54,442 --> 01:05:54,626
[iris]: oh

2003
01:05:54,959 --> 01:05:57,984
[jillian]: and then blue she light it's got
with the blue couslight in there there's a

2004
01:05:58,104 --> 01:06:02,652
[jillian]: lot of nice coming calming energy it
connects the mind

2005
01:06:02,460 --> 01:06:03,030
[iris]: hm

2006
01:06:03,333 --> 01:06:08,301
[jillian]: to the throat chacra so being able
to clearly express your thoughts and then blue

2007
01:06:08,341 --> 01:06:12,429
[jillian]: she light again with the kind of
that mix of different materials really grate for

2008
01:06:12,549 --> 01:06:14,375
[jillian]: helping find inform community

2009
01:06:14,760 --> 01:06:14,962
[iris]: oh

2010
01:06:14,817 --> 01:06:18,937
[jillian]: so that's what i've got today so

2011
01:06:18,955 --> 01:06:21,960
[iris]: love it yeah

2012
01:06:21,762 --> 01:06:25,328
[jillian]: all right so i think that's it
for our very first episode we ran a

2013
01:06:25,348 --> 01:06:27,552
[jillian]: little long but i think that's okay
we'll still

2014
01:06:27,511 --> 01:06:27,733
[iris]: yeah

2015
01:06:27,612 --> 01:06:30,899
[jillian]: think maybe this ill end up being
this will always end up being the length

2016
01:06:30,733 --> 01:06:30,953
[iris]: i have a

2017
01:06:30,979 --> 01:06:31,019
[jillian]: we

2018
01:06:31,053 --> 01:06:31,354
[iris]: feeling

2019
01:06:31,079 --> 01:06:31,401
[jillian]: have no

2020
01:06:31,414 --> 01:06:31,594
[iris]: that's

2021
01:06:31,542 --> 01:06:31,823
[jillian]: idea

2022
01:06:31,815 --> 01:06:32,576
[iris]: what's always going to

2023
01:06:32,567 --> 01:06:34,937
[jillian]: oh

2024
01:06:32,616 --> 01:06:35,942
[iris]: happen we're going to aim for forty
five minutes and then was to an hour

2025
01:06:36,062 --> 01:06:36,482
[iris]: but it's

2026
01:06:36,528 --> 01:06:36,689
[jillian]: yeah

2027
01:06:36,543 --> 01:06:36,763
[iris]: okay

2028
01:06:37,192 --> 01:06:37,494
[jillian]: we'll see

2029
01:06:37,504 --> 01:06:37,604
[iris]: but

2030
01:06:37,614 --> 01:06:37,775
[jillian]: we'll

2031
01:06:37,644 --> 01:06:37,725
[iris]: we

2032
01:06:37,795 --> 01:06:37,916
[jillian]: see

2033
01:06:37,805 --> 01:06:42,552
[iris]: hope you guys enjoyed learning a little
bit about s and about what the podcast

2034
01:06:42,612 --> 01:06:43,313
[iris]: is going to be about

2035
01:06:43,157 --> 01:06:44,357
[jillian]: yeah

2036
01:06:43,393 --> 01:06:47,178
[iris]: i hope you're super excited for the
community and the soul work

2037
01:06:48,059 --> 01:06:49,423
[jillian]: i mean i know i'm super excited

2038
01:06:49,550 --> 01:06:49,712
[iris]: yeah

2039
01:06:49,703 --> 01:06:49,844
[jillian]: so

2040
01:06:50,820 --> 01:06:52,122
[iris]: even if you guys are we're excited

2041
01:06:52,317 --> 01:06:52,999
[jillian]: we're excited

2042
01:06:53,985 --> 01:06:54,947
[iris]: please join us in being

2043
01:06:55,002 --> 01:06:55,282
[jillian]: um

2044
01:06:55,007 --> 01:06:55,447
[iris]: excited

2045
01:06:55,443 --> 01:06:59,830
[jillian]: and also the thing is like as
we go it'll you know as it grows

2046
01:06:59,990 --> 01:07:03,416
[jillian]: it will become it will become better
because you'll you'll all be a part of

2047
01:07:03,476 --> 01:07:03,536
[jillian]: it

2048
01:07:04,010 --> 01:07:04,154
[iris]: yeah

2049
01:07:04,757 --> 01:07:04,897
[jillian]: yeah

2050
01:07:05,411 --> 01:07:05,654
[iris]: love it

2051
01:07:05,738 --> 01:07:11,788
[jillian]: so if you enjoyed this episode we
hope you continue along this podcast journey with

2052
01:07:11,888 --> 01:07:19,181
[jillian]: us you can find us on spotify
apple play you tube and crystallizing conversations dot

2053
01:07:19,261 --> 01:07:23,989
[jillian]: com that's crystallizing with two l's be
sure to follow us on instagram tik tok

2054
01:07:24,129 --> 01:07:29,738
[jillian]: at crystallizing conversations where we'd love to
know your thoughts impressions and what topics you'd

2055
01:07:29,878 --> 01:07:36,730
[jillian]: like us to chat about in future
episodes we also really want this to be

2056
01:07:36,810 --> 01:07:39,975
[jillian]: a crystal community so if you enjoy
your time with us please be sure

2057
01:07:39,870 --> 01:07:39,890
[iris]: m

2058
01:07:40,055 --> 01:07:44,673
[jillian]: to share with your friends because more
people the better it is

2059
01:07:45,501 --> 01:07:45,822
[iris]: sharing

2060
01:07:45,737 --> 01:07:45,899
[jillian]: yeah

2061
01:07:45,882 --> 01:07:46,303
[iris]: is cary

2062
01:07:46,727 --> 01:07:47,629
[jillian]: sharing is caring

2063
01:07:48,709 --> 01:07:50,854
[iris]: well thank you so much for listening
and we

2064
01:07:50,803 --> 01:07:50,885
[jillian]: ah

2065
01:07:50,934 --> 01:07:52,538
[iris]: hope you have a beautiful day

2066
01:07:53,897 --> 01:07:56,198
[jillian]: see you next time oh